misintepretations

sleepy me, although i slept for probably 3 hours just now. i was super tired. feeling better now.
went to school for OP rehearsal. but before that, we went to CP cold storage to buy my favourite chips. yayness. now i dont feel like eating chips anymore. why? Law of Diminishing Marginal Utility. (econs econs) it sucks. haha. but at least i won't have the craving of eating chips. but the chocolate craving still persists and it is DARK chocolate. DARK chocolate rocks.

speaking of dark, i have people telling me that i am darker than usual. i thought so too. haha. but i still required confirmation from the rest. i think it is all due to training on the track instead of in the hall. and we seldom have court trng now. it had all been jogs, other games, and sprints. haha.

was supposed to meet OWQ and PKY tomorrow for some badminton fun tomorrow. yeah, the key word is 'SUPPOSED'. and only just did my mum told me we would be going to taka tomorrow, having a nice breakfast, and all. and i am sort of irritated. roar. but ohwell, family first. actually it sounds fun. haha. breakfast. yay. i love eating.

ced just said something totally OUT of this world. haha. be happy! i am the nicest, crappiest, funniest and most supportive friend ever. don't deny. haha :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

went to LJW's house for some mahjong. i didn't play. super waste of my precious time please. hahahaha. but too popular already, no choice. got to go with them and read my book. CSH didn't want to let me go to meet my beloved PKY. met up with PKY at CP at 4 and we walked around in search for food before we both went our separate ways to town and meeting my sis respectively.

PW is good. everything is good. gossip girl is good. but it is a little scary. they are all so mature, materialistic, realistic, hypocritical....... but it is a good show. chick lit. haha. in this case, it should be chick show, no? haha.

bye!!!! life is good. everybody's life should be good too, if not, better.

i hope i don't give you the wrong idea, but i miss you too (:


random funny conversation ahead-

silence says:
go watch mahjong heroes
sherli says:
what is mahjong heroes?
sherli says:
kik
silence says:
dono
silence says:
my own show
silence says:
lol
silence says:
wads kik
sherli says:
hahahaah
sherli says:
kik
sherli says:
LOL
silence says:
wad ?
silence says:
wads kik
sherli says:
i mean lol (typo error! look at keyboard)
sherli says:
haha
silence says:
ohs
silence says:
eyj ??
sherli says:
i didnt know i type wrongly until u said 'kik'
silence says:
i mean wth (look at keyboard!!! haha!!!)
silence says:
hahahaha
sherli says:
!!!!
sherli says:
hahahaha
sherli says:
did you do that on purpose?
sherli says:
the eyj thing
silence says:
no la
sherli says:
hahaha
silence says:
do i look so dumb ??
sherli says:
damn funny!!!


silence says:
when u see things or hear thigns
silence says:
u will auto link them to assunmptions
sherli says:
hhah
sherli says:
yeah
sherli says:
i agree
silence says:
like ppl see me will think of brad pit liddat
sherli says:
hahahahahahaha

sherli says:
what she scold about?
silence says:
use com too long lor
silence says:
hahaha
silence says:
sometimes she complains that im too handsome

our conversation is damn funny! i can't stand it. haha. i keep laughing at my laptop. hahaha!

imaginations

yay! i am so happy today. lalalalalalala. i think OP is going well. that seems to be the only thing my PW group is so prepared about. the final lap already. no screwing up for PW (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

gym is good. sprints are good. i clocked in an impressing(in my opinion) 1.33 and 1.34 for the first two rounds, and lost my determination and return with a 1.50 for the third. great difference, but everything is good. whatever rugby game is good. we pulled and molested each other. damn funny and hilarious. floorball trng is good.

ced claims he is a handsome boy. i've got nothing to say about that. speechless, shock. haha.

i am so happy today. someone told me pearls stay in your stomach for three days before it is passed out. i was shock. like, totally. to think i drink bubble tea everyday. yes, EVERY SINGLE DAY. so maybe we ought to control our intake of bubble tea. make it once every three days.

sometimes, i imagine alot. okay, probably everytime. i imagine. imagining what happens should some day, some guy becomes your boyfriend. imagining if i screwed PW and obtain a C next year. imagining if i wasn't in floorball. imagining if my dear ones passed away. wholly crap. it shouldn't happen, but what if? imagining if i got into a car accident. imagining if i lost my legs and can't play sports anymore. imagining if i have no friends. imagining.

imaginations. imaginations lead to dreams/nightmares. my theory.

it is nice to have a wonderful life. i love life for what it is now. yay me. filled with happiness every single day. how nice.
great day.

refreshing wednesday

i am in a good mood now particularly because i slept for 4 hours in the afternoon, and i got to go to the lib and borrowed one more thick thick, but words not as small as 'catch a shadow', soft cover small book, which totally fufils my expectations. yay me.

i realised i am so NOT a TV addict after promos and i don't understand why. before/during promos, i have been shuffling to and fro from my room to the living room/kitchen in search of water/food, so that i could have a glimpse of those stupid, dumb serial dramas. and now, when i am totally free, without a worry in the world, i could have enjoyed so much watching hongkong dramas or whatever dramas there are on earth, and yet i am not doing it. what's wrong with me!!
when you have that luxury, you don't treasure it.
when you are without it, you longed for it.

simple logic and stupid mindset of mine. haha.

PLEASE go do your I&R instead of reading this post. for 08s54, it is due next tuesday. and time only allows us to submit it tomorrow so that you get it back on friday and correct your draft over the weekends, and hand in the final copy on tuesday. then PW would be over and done with FOREVER and EVER!
so, in conclusion, do your I&R NOW!!!!

i am so bored. i want to go out. hehe. PW OP rehearsal tomorrow at 11 and trng at 3.

i suddenly have a craving for chocolates and potato chips. shit. happens EVERY night. and i got no junkfood at home. damn.

happy day today! bye!

i love fballers.

i love JNHX!!! haha. she FINALLY posted about me and PLK. but lazy her decided not to go for training today which is quite all right as compared to the previous few. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

but i am damn tired now. hehe. it always happens.
i think i really have a knack for picking and choosing good books from the lib. haha! 'catch a shadow' is really nice. to show how nice it is, i slept at 3 am yesterday night just because i was reading the book and i didn't want to put it down. haha. it is really irresistable! and to think i just randomly find a book which fits my criteria.
1) small
2) soft cover
3) interesting summary
4) small words so that it looks chim

and i picked the first book that came to my hand. haha. and i super love it ever since. i feel i've been missing out so much. i have not read for such a long time, i forgot the joy in reading. shucks. but its okay, here i am, back into reading again.

and as usual, i am feeling all hot over. after every training, it always happens. what's wrong with me? haha.
taiwan filming was all right today, at least i finished filming my part of being a calefare. yay! happy day today.

i love friends and fballers. they rock my life.

a happy day out

awesome day we had. haha!
i feel i got to introduce a book to you people out there. FOR ONE MORE DAY. it is damn nice. nice in a way that it is touching, heart wrenching, inspiring.....
i know i am slow, and many people had read it alr, but i bet there are people slower than me and have not heard of this yet. storyline is quite sad.

moral of story: LOVE your mummy, because your mummy loves you hell lot more than you ever thought she loved you. forsake your dad.
haha! kidding. but the book showed that fathers are a bad lot. lol. okay, maybe i misintepret or over intepret it.

went for interviews. not really interviews, but. ya, we got to know more about the jobs which we were interested. and one seems far-fetched. but, you never know. i'll make it big ONE DAY. you will see. humph.

JNHX and PLK are a crappish lot. they don't let me eat chips. and JNHX really sucked at pool. haha! believe her if she says she is bad at something. because she really sucked at it. no offense! but i still love them both.

dead tired now. off to sleep!!!!!

the memories came flooding back

remember those times?

anyway, i went to CP with PKY 2 days ago. it was hilarious and FUN. we decided to meet up after much persuasion from me because i am simply in need of books to keep myself occupied. and we spent a whole 3, 4 hours plus there. we should get a life man. haha! but it was fun. i got to EAT all the food i wanted to eat but not because i had no $$$. and now i realise how important $$$ is to everybody especially a glutton like me. i spent a whopping $6 on food that day. and all in one seating.
-hazelnut bubble tea from cup walker
-3 pieces of sushi from cold storage
-firefloss from breadtalk
-100g of sweets from minitoons

and i went to borrow books. 'for one more day' and another random book picked by me. and we walked around CP for super long before we decided it was really time to leave each other and i decided to take the trouble to walk her home and we waited for 372 together and i went home happily. what a fruitful day for the both of us! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
and we talked and talked and talked.
haha! next time should ask OWQ along too.

am damn tired now. but i am waiting for some game addict to finish his game before chatting and am so sorry to keep you waiting yesterday night. so this is to get back at me eh? haha.
ate a lot just now. had BBQ with the whole family and am super duper FULL. not much of a surprise these few days. whatever.
i live life only once and i am going to live it to the FULLest, literally.

love me

this song... it made me cry when i listened to it last night. emo elmo nemo.

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

lazy me

you can NEVER EVER believe how lazy i am right now. i feel like shitting but i am lazy to get out of my comfy chair, open the door of my room, walk to the toilet and closing the toilet door and start shitting. shit me. damn lazy. how lazy can i get. i am normally not THIS lazy. today is just an exception. muscle aches here and there. bah. the after effects of trng. shit. and i really have to have an urgent need to shit before i start doing all of the above stuff. shit! i am damn lazy! ohmy. i couldn't believe it myself.
):):):

sherli has a funny blog

yay wee yay wee. can you tell i am in a super duper duper duper happy mood today? hahahahahaha.
training is like usual. perfect man. haha. gorgeous. tiring but it gives you a sense of accomplishment after you completed everything and i mean EVERYTHING. lol.
at this rate, i better do well for napha 2.4 next year. do well as in 2.4 below hmmmm, 13? thats my aim.

OGL interview was a real sucky one. but never mind, hopefully i could be one, but if i am not one, i am gonna CRASH man. haha. act like a freshman, DUMB DUMB. (LJW's pet phrase)

forgot to bring my beloved cheque to school, and my dear dad had to rush home and collect the cheque for me and bring it back to school before i could FINALLY submit it to mdm lee. i rock man. haha. i am ALWAYS, and FOREVER will be the last person of the Taiwan Immersion Group people to hand in whatever consent form, cheque, passport photos.... and she said she always have to wait for me. haha! WHOOPS!

and we went to parkway hawker centre to eat. they ate, while i drank my free bubble tea. being very kind, i gave another coupon i had for free to LJW. but ohwell, one shouldn't be too selfish. haha. and we went back school for bridge and i successfully delivered my bubble tea to OWQ. weeee.

supposed to go to parkway with fballers after trng. but ohwells, seeing i have money, like finally (i dug some old angbaos and collect the cash from there), i decided to go for dinner instead. geez. and i like PSed YCH for her bubble tea. DOUBLE WHOOPS! another day perhaps. went to airport with LJW for dinner. had POPEYES. went to CP. had 'red ruby'. 'red ruby' was because there were not enough rubys for sale because we ordered TWO bowls. and there were only enough for ONE bowl. bah. i want my rubys. and i had to make do with whatever they have. and i was quite irritated by some KIASU AUNTIES. i queued the wrong direction (i misintepreted the arrow wrongly) and some BLUR people came queueing BEHIND me. and when the annoying salesperson said queue in the other direction, those AUNTIES BEHIND me 'ran' and moved over to the OTHER direction, leaving me alone at the wrong direction. ROAR. annoying. and so i became the last person in the queue when i am supposedly the second one. BIG DIFF you know. some one probably took all the red rubys leaving me with NONE. sad case right. and we went walking around. geez. and he claimed i wasted 4 hours of his time. come on, it is fun to be with me right. haha.

am damn super duper full now. haha! and i am satisfied with how my day had started and ended. good job, sherli. you succeeded in making yourself HAPPY and CHEERFUL the whole week, no? good good good.

BB says he misses talking to me. awwww. tomorrow! haha. ONLINE + webcam, on?
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

PKY says my blog is funny only when her name appears. i doubt so. haha!

bye!!!! i wonder what is I&R about?!?!?!?!?! hmmmmmm.

bloated

so full!!! omgosh. and tired too. i slept from 8 yesterday and woke up at 9 this morning. what a pig i am. haha! don't know why i am so tired these days. reach home, sleep, wake up, school, home, sleep.

bah! don't feel like blogging anymore. training is so tough, i wana die!
bye!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

too tired to eat!

ohmy, can you believe that? haha.
i ate just now. drank bubble tea UPSIZE. it costs 20 cents more to have it upsized and i gladly upsized it. 20 cents more only what. just upsize it lah. yeah. and i couldn't finish my bubble tea and i threw it away. there goes my 20 cents.
being very broke now, 20 cents means a lot to me. it is like half a packet drink, half a drumlet, half a soya bean milk cup from the canteen.......
and i ate one quarter of some chicken thing which evlin introduced to us.

and now, i am full. maybe getting a little hungry but, i am TOO TIRED to walk out of my room and scoop the spaghetti into a plate and taking utensils and oning the dining room lights and fan and pulling out the chair and finally sitting down to eat. too many things to do. so let's just keep it simple. DON'T EAT. haha.

training was terrible. it was super duper hot. ZZZ. i think all of us got tanner because of today's physical. i feel like i got a heat stroke but at least i did all the training stuff before i give up. i really feel like faking a fall, faking a cramp, faking a headache when i get tired. stupid mentality of mine. but at least Yip Con Hwa had the same mentality as me about running 10 rounds around the track.

shopping tomorrow with TXR and CSH. they are like very excited to go shopping with me. HAHA!

OP filming was all right. LYS said i looked like a mad woman in the video. i feel like killing her. haha. which is why LYS's name doesn't appear in the 'sushi day' post. haha. she don't deserve it! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
kidding lah. your name is included in the 'many more' part.

every time after training, my body feels damn hot. don't you all have such a feeling? it is like damn hot leh. don't know what happen. haha.

homed just now with 4 siao girls. THEY were damn noisy! i didn't contribute to the noise pollution produced on the bus which invited like, many many fierce stares from the public. haha. they are like super suaku and you laugh at the smallest and the not-funny stuff when you are with them. haha.
being with the fballers is always FUN. love them to bits.

bye! PLK, you better be happy or else......
OWQ too. PW is so no kick. wait till you get to uni or whatever firms that you would be working in.
this is the opinion of happy me.
life is good.
yesterday (previous post) is, haha, stupid.

a drastic turn to a happy day

can you believe it? i am damn pissed now. yes. like !@#$%^&*() pissed. and i am terribly disappointed too. i am so sad now. i cried and my eyes are like swollen.

now, i feel like gobbling up ALL my mum's share of the sushi i made.
sometimes, the things you do don't get appreciated.
thats reality.
u pin high hopes on somebody/something because you thought that whatever you did would make the person so happy.
you thought wrong. that's life for you.
sometimes, life really sucks. full-stop.
)':

sushi day

wheeeeeeeeee. i just came home from shuhan's house. wheeeeeeeee. and we made sushi. and i personally think mine is still the best. wheeeeeeeeeeee. it looks so professional right. i think after all the jap chefs see this post, they would all hire me to work in whatever jap restaurant they open. haha.
and my sis just PRAISED my sushi. wheeeeeeeeeeeee.


too bad she ate a few pieces. doesn't it look nice?
hehe.

today is a happy day. but super tired. damn. i should have made some more so that i can give to many many many people, like, PKY, OWQ, PLK, JN, PW mates, STW, and many more. haha. too bad, not enough. bleah.

OP rehearsal was quite a disaster (for me, that is). we had the cluster head sitting in for only our group's presentation and he gave many comments about our group and mine sucks. but never mind, i have still exactly 2 weeks before the actual one and i would write my script soon. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

what a happy day today.
yayness.
i beg to differ. life rocks. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
i love CSH and TXR.

OP

EDITED

is so scary. i hate talking in front of people.
but whatever, let's just get it over and done with.
and forsake PW FOREVER.
what a relief when it is over, but for now, PW is still gonna stay with us until, for my group, 3 November. wooo!
one of the first few to get PW out of our lives forever more.

i've been eating a lot these few days.
so tomorrow MUST jog to feel less guilty. and i am intending to jog alone so that i could quickly leave and go to shuhan's. haha.
MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST because we would be making sushi......
and we would be eating and eating and eating......
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

PKY is so clever. she got offered H3 chem and math. haha. weeeeeeeee!

i am not so spastic as to say that 'PKY rocks' despite thinking that she is clever.
haha! (i just saw her tags which involve her using my name)

bye!

unhappening saturday

school for uni admission talk. was quite boring but at least CSH and i managed to entertain ourselves by daring each other to ask questions to the panelists. haha.
imagine when CSH says, 'my friend, teosherli from 08s54 is too shy to ask a question. so i am here to represent her. her question is 'are there any CCAs in universities?'
'and where are NTU and NUS located?'

bah. today was a damn freaking hot and sunny day which got me frustrated super easily and i keep pespiring. and that sucks. i feel so sticky all over.
slept for a while after we reached home.

evening: ran 3.2 at the stadium, table tennis for 1 hour and badminton for another hour.
non-stop. cool. and my left ankle hurts again. it gave way just now, but lucky, one has two ankles. and my right one kindly supported the weaker left.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

my body is super hot again despite the air conditioner.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i feel like eating.

i can't think of nice titles currently

i am so tired! haha. i've been whinning about being totally shagged (forget the actual meaning. it just means i am super tired and i am using an exaggerated manner to describe my tiredness) recently and i think i better stop. haha.
had some promos talk and supposedly special CT session which dr goh conveniently cancelled because we have no classroom(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: and i was forced to go to parkway to buy ice-cream with CSH and TXR, hence neglecting my PW which i am ABIT guilty about. continued PW when i got back from parkway but we barely accomplished anything because we decided to go home and do our slides individually and edit, i think, maybe tomorrow? after the university admission talk in school. i've gotta prepare my script and do the slides. like NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.
but i am still waiting for our WR file to finish downloading. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

after our PW cum chatting session in the tree house, we went to play bball, and i was super tired because i really played for super duper long. 3 hours i think. until 430 when i have to go for training, which i was super reluctant to move. and we had to run the usual 3.3? 3.2? whatever. just 100m difference. but today was good. nice YY helped me. i always lag behind when i reach the overhead bridge on our way back. who gets the motivation to climb the bridge man. i hate it. when we are approaching the bridge at the beginning, it was all right. because it is the start of the run and we are all not as tired as the end when we have to climb the bridge again. so climbing it lowers my morale because i would be using up more oxygen than before and i am panting more heavily. and i already warn her that i have absolutely NO determination to complete the run at the same pace when we started, which is quite a sad thing. haha. but at least today, i was pushing myself, at least a little bit harder.
normally when i run, i run at like snail's pace. and when i stopped, no matter what distance, i don't feel very exhausted. my mentality really Sucks. with a capital S.
anyway, training was fun. we played games at the end and while waiting for dad to pick me up, we played bball AGAIN. haha.
during training, i keep boasting to everybody that i am going to eat dinner at a posh restaurant with my family because it is my parents' anniversary):):):):):):):):):):):):): but sad to say, i ate my dinner in the car. ARGH. i am so angry. haha. no lah. i just feel cheated because my dad says we would be having dinner together at a RESTAURANT. ARGH. didn't know his restaurant is the car. haha. but its okay. at least i came back early and it gives me more time to finish my OP slides.

tomorrow would be university admission talk. gotta reach school by 8.30? 8.40? nah, doesn't matter, just 10 mins difference. i think we will reach at the latter time.
after that would either be pw, class outing, or going home with mum and dad.

random: my left ankle hurts now. old injury. damn. haha. i think i over-exerted it. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: which from an optimistic point of view, means that i have been exercising alot and am fit and healthy. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

today is a happy day

EDITED

i just told LJW online that i am so tired i can barely type to escape from doing OP but here i am, typing and blogging away. haha.

today was FUN. training was tiring but it was all right. friendly was hmmm. i dont like using the word 'FUN' so many times but ya, this shows my lack of vocabulary. but still friendly was fun. haha.

and today we went to SH's house. not CSH. they are different people. haha. THEY played mahjong while i played with CSH's phone. and tried many different games till i get sort of bored by it, went out of the room to the living room and took like a SUPER DUPER SHORT NAP, with LYS as my pillow.

and, PKY and OWQ just asked me to go school with them. haha. like finally, we get to sit the same bus home altogether. PKY thinks i will miss her in taiwan just because i get homesick easily. the idea is HOMESICK, not FRIENDSICK(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
but i don't deny the fact that i will feel just a teeny weeny itsy bitsy FRIENDSICK. haha.

and there is training tomorrow AGAIN. but i am getting quite used to the fact that we are going to devote super alot of time to fball. so it doesn't matter now because fballers are FUN people. ya, fun again(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
ohya! and i received a NICE letter from JANuary but she is ANGRY and PISSED that i didn't mention her in my previous post of 'FRIENDS' and she reckons i don't treat her as a friend and she is so upset with me that she doesn't want to talk to me ever again.
a bunch of lies these are.

she just demanded a reason as to why she wasn't included in the previous post when PLK's name was there. jealousy. sigh. haha. and clever me explained that she had too much FREE publicity on my blog that readers will get bored reading her name over and over again(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: SMART ME.

and i forgot what stuff i am happy about today. but ohwell, in conclusion, today is a happy day and tomorrow would be too! weeeeeeee.
life rocks.

BB says i forgot someone's name on my blog so there. the biggest. BB! haha. thanks for accompanying me through phone on the bus(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i longed for a long long long sleep. GNIGHT TO THE WORLD.

friends

i am starting to feel excited to go to taiwan! haha. i am so fickle-minded, and i think CSH is gonna agree with me. simply because,
i wanted to go jogging with the fball people in the morning but it ended up as a failure because it was super duper hot. so i decided to jog after the OP talk and to go late for the taiwan filming. but i changed my mind half way because i am super lazy to jog. then i decided to go for taiwan filming but when i saw yusin, i decided to play bball with her. so we proceeded to play. haha. and in the end, i didn't jog but i am going to on saturday. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

and i realised i super miss PKY and PLK after i saw them today when i've not seen them for the whole week or so.
and PLK better come back to trng and STOP SLACKING. no lah, kidding. i know you don't mean to slack(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: i understand. what a nice friend i am (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

as for PKY, she better take one day off and go home with me and OWQ. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

as for BB, i feel like talking on the phone with you. haha. just a sudden urge. and i think you should have a good night sleep and not stay up so late so that i can talk to you on the bus the next morning when i go to school alone(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i just changed my title from 'hectic' to 'friends'. haha. so as to not write/type out of point, i am gonna devote this post to FRIENDS.

i think the taiwan people are fun to be with especially when TYR and LYS and OWQ are there to rebut against whatever comments i have or whatever action i do. annoying people but still, sigh, poor me has gotta bear with them for like super long until the whole trip is over. haha. KIDDING.

and i want CSH to come and stayover like real soon because i suddenly feel like having her to stayover and talk the whole night long. i don't mind TXR also, haha, but she is so BUSY. awwww. so its all right. haha. i understand too.

i want to go play bball with the class some day. one fine day, one sunny day, one snowy day, whatever days there are, i just want to play bball with the CLASS.

and i want to go to PLK's house with the fballers SOME DAY too. some day being defined as the 'some day' above.

and i also want my WHOLE PW GRPUP to obtain an 'A' for obviously, the most hated PW. and my PW group consists of noisy and funny LJW, nice and creative CLWY, and quiet but contributive JW. 2 'JW's but you can figure out which one you are.

ohya! and i just read TLX's blog and hope all is fine for TLX and family.

FIGURE OUT ABBREVIATIONS OF THE NAMES YOURSELF(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i lost my specs

which is such a sad thing because i have absolutely no idea where it had gone to.

as i was telling jan again, i am so happy now. haha. i don't know why.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
but i still want my specs back. if not mum and dad will scold me. and i think min would too):

ohya! and we've got our TEAM BOTTLE!!! weeeee. now i do not have to face my dad and mum about my lost adidas bottle which i coincidentally and conveniently forgot to bring home after trng and now, it is gone.
hopefully the ending of my specs wouldn't turn out this way too.

gotta run again tomorrow. pack schedule.
run, eat, OP briefing, taiwan filming, taiwan briefing at RJC (which i am super not keen to attend and am still making up my mind as to whether we should go to shuhan's tomorrow instead of the meeting because next week would be a NO NO.) sad life eh.

and PW WR is due tomorrow. i think our group should be all right. haha. if i ever write anything negative/pessimistic about my/my group's PW grades, i am surely gonna get it by my ever confident group members.

and i have a feeling i am going to SUCK at OP.

YAWN YAWN YAWN

whoa! what else could i be doing at such an unearthly timing!
i am super tired now despite sleeping from 9 to 12 and there is trng tomorrow. i am so dead. and we got to rush pw. and i really mean RUSH.

was talking to jan online just now, and i was damn mad, ok.
like super mad. and super frustrated, and super duper whatever you call it.

*YAWN*
and jan is fast asleep now. i think we are so not going to get our 'A's for PW.





i think i am addicted to you.
this feeling is like a DRUG, harmful. got to KICK the habit away.
one day without you make me LOST?
i dont know. roar. confused.

busy like a bee!

what a day! super tired now. pw from early morning till noon. taiwan meeting after that where yusin and i learnt the mass dance, waited for troublesome people to finish their pw, jogging and playing at the beach, ran back, played bball, homed with wq.
super tired now.

i think i have to jot down all the stuff that i have this week, if not, i would forget.
today-taiwan meeting and jogging
tuesday-pw, rehearsal for taiwan stuff, training.
wednesday-pw meeting? is there one? jogging. and then briefing for TIP at RJC. (damn it. which means i can't go to shuhan's which i am terribly upset about!!!!!)
thursday-training
friday-training
saturday-badminton with friends and/or family
sunday-liukun's, if possible. if not, it would be REST DAY.


that's why i dont like going home with wq. geez. kidding. but she reminds me of all the stuff we have which i had clean forgotten about and already made plans for those days. shitty shit.
argh. i don't like being busy. i want to be freeeeeeeeeee everyday!!!!!

this kind of post promo life is not what i had in mind. i thought i would be super free and damn slack. i am so tired now.

in the midst of pw

now, my life seriously revolves around PW. i have been doing for like 4 to 5 hours straight and sitting in front of the computer and now, i am so freaking tired. i feel like sleeping. we have so much stuff to change but ced and JW are out now, leaving me to do this bloody thing alone. haha. i am so going to push everything to them when they are online. watch out man/men. haha.

I MUST FINISH EVALUATION AND ANALYSIS BEFORE NIGHT FALLS.
and leave JW to do conclusion, reasons for choice of topic and a little of bibliography.
then ced will do the remaining part on exhibition and some substantiation stuff.
and hopefully, after some editing by JW, we are done with our second draft.

such wonderful planning by a wonderful planner.

more of PW now.
BYE!!!

i love pw.

EDITED

currently in the school computer lab 'doing' PW, but we are so stuck on the reasons for choice of topic and we are going round in circles. so dizzy. we really need kind souls out there to help us and we regret boasting that we have done 7 drafts of WR when we have only done a pathetic one. we are so screwed. SIGH!!!

and WR is due next Wednesday. NO TIME. die die die!!!

went for FREE swensens just now. super shiok. haha! happy(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
super tired now. bye!!!

a great big sigh

sigh. sometimes things just dont go your way.

all is within me. i don't know who to confide in. i am tired of getting sad over results. it is annoying. sometimes, it is better to lower your expectations. greater your expectations, greater the disappointment. no doubt, and proven experimentally by teosherli.

forget about such stuff. my blog is supposedly happy but these week is a really sucky one.

i fell down today. so dumb! we were playing monkey at the bball court when lixuan threw the ball to me and i moved backwards to catch it, tripping over the kerb behind me in the process. i think i caught the ball, did i not? haha. super dumb! and i landed on my butt. retarded. i thought it was not serious but now when i look at it, it is red and disgusting.
and it hurts when i bathe.
and i was hoping to play floorball tomorrow. and i already bought the necessary stuff for jogging. darn!

shopping today. and i saw a black adidas jacket with bright orange stripes that i really liked. but no size L, yuck. everybody took it. so i cant have it. i love it so much, i want it!!! arghhhh. but oh well, nothing goes my way these days. i seriously suck.

gotta do pw again and change loads of stuff.
for once, JC life suck for me.
screw me.

not any further

i am still suffering from the after-effects of trainings although i didnt go for the jog today and i am going to jog early with jan tomorrow simply because i got to be going to shop with family. wee.

hopefully, muscle aches disappear and i can happily RUN around shopping malls.

getting back econs tomorrow and i am piling all my hopes on it. make it up for lost chem. haha.

today was fun. we watched 'connected', which is hmmm, okay lah. quite good. and we walked around. some one should ban xr and sh from going against whatever i say. sh is BIAS! i want to complain.

dad bought the i-phone for mum. he had an offer from some where. i think he should let me use the phone instead. mum would just waste the memory space. min and dad are exploring the i-phone now. it would be my turn later. so cool. the i-phone.

i am in need of money!!!

if STW wants me to consider him as my best buddy, he should give me ALL his savings which i doubt would be alot. haha.

bye to the world.

i am aching

we should all feel blessed to have people who love us by our sides.
life is good.
chem sucks.

training is a total.. i don't know what adjective i can use. haha.
as i was telling sarah, every part of the body where muscles exist is aching.
the most exaggerated part is my neck. that happens when you do too many crunches that u got to force yourself to get up using your neck. either that or when you have a pony tail and you cant lie completely on the floor after each crunches such that you have to use your neck to keep your head above the ground. mine is the latter one.
and now, it hurts to look up, turn right. and it feels super comfortable to keep my haed hanging down. haha.
and when i bite/chew, my jaw gets so tired!
haha.

and they decided for us to have training every single day which is like total madness! jog 3.2 cum training on monday, tuesday training, wednesday and thursday would be jogging 3.2, then friday would be jog 3.2 cum court training.
!!!!!
and all my plans are ruined. great.
at this rate, my napfa next year would be a total breeze man. haha.

ohya, the guest blogger is funny. haha.

doomsday indeed

sherli says:
i am just sad and very disappointed that what i worked hard the most didnt give me results that i want
sherli says:
work hard, i still get nothing
sherli says:
i dont compare my grades with other people
sherli says:
i compare my grades with the different subjects and the different amount of effort i put into each one
sherli says:
chem i put in the most effort
sherli says:
it got the lowest
sherli says:
it is not fair
sherli says:
so that is what i am feeling
sherli says:
i havent tell my parents yet
sherli says:
they ask then i tell
sherli says:
if i just go and tell, i will cry
.
.
.
.
sherli says:
all careless
sherli says:
i dont know why i make careless mistakes
sherli says:
i know careless mistakes is better than not knowing how to do at all
sherli says:
but being careless is causing me all these stupid feelings
.
.
.
sherli says:
i feel sad because i work so hard yet nothing came out of it
sherli says:
i see the targets i set for promos, and i didnt even meet any of them
sherli says:
maybe my expectations are too high
sherli says:
but i expect myself to do better since i studied harder for promos than midyears
sherli says:
yet, i deprove
sherli says:
when i compare the effort i put in for midyears and now
sherli says:
it is so much more
sherli says:
yet now, everything deprove
sherli says:
chem is the worse
.
.
.
sherli says:
i studied so hard for chem yet everything is in vain
sherli says:
and the paper is easier than midyears i still get lower
sherli says:
and in the end, my promos pull everything down
sherli says:
my grades suck
sherli says:
everything suck
sherli says:
i was sad
sherli says:
then i was happy cos everybody was with me
sherli says:
my classmates and ky and the floorballers
sherli says:
but now, i am alone at home
sherli says:
my sister and parents dont understand
sherli says:
my sister did cheer me up
sherli says:
she tried
sherli says:
but i am still unhappy
sherli says:
now i am alone, i keep thinking
sherli says:
when i am alone, i dont have to be happy in front of anybody so that they will not worry
sherli says:
in school, i have no right to be unhappy in front of my classmates cos although i think my results suck, there are people who may feel worse
sherli says:
if i am sad, they will be like mo ming qi miao
sherli says:
like that also sad
sherli says:
so i stay happy
sherli says:
but now, i am alone in my room, although the door is open, nobody is coming into my room and asking me anything
sherli says:
so i can be sad now
sherli says:
on the bus just now, when liukun left,
sherli says:
i was alone once again
sherli says:
i felt like crying
.
.
.


all right. i guess that sort of sum up how i have been feeling today.
reminder to people out there who are feeling down: go to your friends when you are sad. they will be glad to cheer you up. you will also feel alot better after talking to them. although, they may not completely comprehend how you are feeling, at least you are getting it off your chest. cry if you want to. get everything out. friends are for a lifetime. i believe in that. just that if you have too many friends, like me, (HAHA) you gotta repeat everything a zillion times, and it might get a little on your nerves. so in conclusion, it is always better to have just a FEW good friends to confide in.
and these few made my terrible day an okay one. i love these people, not naming, lazy. you should know who you are. and yup, sorry for being such a brat(: making you people worry and only replying to messages i feel like replying.
i am normally NOT emo, all right? get this straight. haha.

anyway, training was all right. i am having muscle aches all over.

everybody who are in some way depressed due to promos, get over it, like how i get over it. get over every obstacle that comes your way with the help of FRIENDS. friends are important creatures. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
THANK YOU TO ALL(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

doomsday

sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
training tomorrow. i think we are getting back gp paper tomorrow. eeeek. eeeek. eeeek. eeeek. eeeek.

peter pan syndrome

sometimes, i feel like not growing up. when you grow up, there will be so much that you have to face. you gotta be prepared. i am hearing loads of stuff i don't want to hear. it is bad.
there are politics around EVERYWHERE, household, and even school where you think everything is supposedly just pure and innocent and we should just enjoy and treasure these times where competition does not exists, and everybody is just striving towards a common goal. however, there are times where things get complicated, very complicated. elaboration required, but i am not going to explain here. let's just keep it private and probably, forget about it. it makes life alot easier. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
in conclusion, i really don't want to grow up. (:(:(:(:(: i am comfortable with life as it is in this phase.

open house! fun. but i am really super duper tired. my ankle hurts from all the walking. and my hands are bruised from the lack of playing volleyball the past few months and playing it today. i am dead tired.

lazy to upload any photos. just go to jan's blog.
jan, free blog publicity for you! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
but there are more photos. i think she is lazy to upload as well.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

pw tomorrow. hopefully, we get to finish our FIRST but hopefully not FINAL draft of WR.

smooth sailing for the time being

a thousand apologies!!!
i totally forgot there is open house and i thought i could meet u girls.
sorry!!!

min is going for vj's openhouse tomorrow (all right, technically, it is later). haha. and i think i am going to have fun just ushering one person. haha. for the whole two or so hours? cool.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

nothing much these few days, not feeling exceptionally happy, which is quite a bad thing. haha! looking forward to watching band and harmoc performances tomorrow. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

homed with nooby k. she just don't want to come to my house):

pw is a burden. scrape it.

i think my sis is pretty. haha. look at her photos man. HOT. hope she doesn't see this! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

ohya! and shuhan bought me ear rings! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: i am super happy. thanks!!!!!! i love it alot and i am going to change it now to show her tomorrow. haha.

i am off to bed! long day tomorrow.

a deep wound in the heart

farewell assembly tomorrow and taiwan meeting after and ushering meeting.
yuck. what a LONG day.
i am so not looking forward to anything.
i want to sleep.

went swimming today. we swam ten laps(: i managed one pathetic lap of butterfly. tough, tiring. the pool is cool! the slides were scary! haha. the highest one. there were a few times when you were flying off (experiencing weightlessness) and not touching the slides at all. scary.
but it was fun overall.



it hurts.

i super love my beloved bag

great day. didn't go swimming. change of plans. we shall go tomorrow instead, after min buy her swimming costume in the morning. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
i have been waiting for so long. and my aim is to swim ten laps no matter how long it takes. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
then we can go have fun on the slides. and get a tan, and do whatever we want. yayness.
had a sumptuous dinner just now with the WHOLE family. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i am off to watch more shows when i get back home(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:



you've got to live life to the fullest. enjoy life, while it lasts(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

a walk to remember

this movie..
made me cry like there is no tomorrow, like my tears were free, like i am a baby, like...
my eyes are shitty swollen and red now.


watch, if u feel like crying/are feeling emotional.
cry your hearts out people! (: