blur

i was in sort of a trance today, everything passed in a blur.

school, chem results, E, econs quiz, felt like sleeping, slept on 31, woke up with a start and realised i reached boonkeng alr, hurried down bus, read nineteen minutes on train, almost missed sengkang station, went toilet, bought bubble tea, cup smaller than usual (maybe its cause i ordered coffee), walked home, saw three streaks of lightning, look out for daddy's mickey kite, but he was fetching mummy, bathe, sleep, dinner, ice-cream, look through phy paper, use com, watch THIS, shed some tears, and now blogging.

animals are such lovely creatures, apart from insects, especially cockroaches.


back track...
had lunch with janng and phualiukun yesterday at parkway before training. had fun catching up, but more to catch up on.

gotta go brush teeth! bye!

constant teeth!

what a funny phrase invented by leeyusin!!! hahaha. its like, so hilarious. she was describing me and how i was always smiling and/or laughing during the first day of term 2.

anyway, had HALF DAY today due to the wonderful 'A' level results.
went with class to PS to have 1 for 1 swensens lunch and watched slumdog millionaire. it was quite normal lah, i kind of expected such a show. but it was all right, i still prefer 'marley and me'! but the guys really love it alot and they say it is such a meaningful show and covers so many themes and all. the best show they ever watched. haha. i beg to differ.

training afterwards. it was quite fun. we tried new drills. and there is no suicides or 2.4! yay.

i am really happy. maybe holidays just give you the feeling of loneliness because i don't meet up with friends alot, so ya.
but i am all right, life is good for now. until i receive the other test papers. ):


i don't have that much a money to buy a 60 dollar plus pants. really broke right now.

far far away

i seriously don't know what i have been doing the whole holidays.

sometimes, don't you feel like you're far far away from everybody in this world? like, you are all alone and you see nobody standing by you, or anybody you can really talk to?
don't you feel that friends drift away when you don't have the time to talk to them, to be with them, to hang out with them...?

maybe real friends don't drift away from you no matter what happens.
if that's the case, i don't think i have any.

i am me, myself and i.
all alone.


kill the emo bug.

EZ link cards

i think mine is super funny! i just realised mine is the worst out of the entire team! i didn't know mine was so hilarious until EVIL started laughing her head off when she saw mine and so did the rest of the girls. ):
hideous photo. hahaha.
but at least we had a good laugh, and looking at people's EZ link cards and passing around, shrieking and laughing at banquet the other day during team dinner.

then we had some depressing talk which left me feeling kind of lost? lol. but it's gonna be all right, we'll survive!

trainings 6 times in 5 days is kinda tiring. ohya! and i am so proud of everyone because our stamina seriously improve! hahaha. i am proud of myself too! although i think i was one of the last few, but the other girls are super good! like 11 minutes plus for 2.4. WOW.
i came in 12 minutes 11 seconds but i am HAPPY! (: good job everyone!

school soon. ): i don't want to collect my results. SIGH SIGH SIGH.

nineteen minutes

that's the title of the book i am reading now. (: finally i've got time for a book. i've read 14 pages of the don't-know-how-many-hundred-pages-book and i think i am not going to finish reading it due to time constraint and i wanted mel to tell me the story but she was like 'i forgot' when she told me she read it twice and she said her policy was not to tell people endings of books and/or movies. yeah right. haha.

anyway, had FLOORBALL CAMP from monday to wednesday and it was great. (: i think i really enjoyed myself. floorball twice a day is kind of a killer but i think we all benefited from it. and the TEAM BONDING! it was really good. haha. at least i feel i am closer to the floorballers now. (: not that i wasn't close to them, but the camp allowed me to be closER to the others i was not very close with previously! hahaha.
there are so many things i want to say about the camp but my brain doesn't allow me to process everything and type it all out, so there. all those feelings and happenings will just stay in my brain forever.

all right, in case i ever forget about this camp, a brief summary.

1) ice breaker
2) court trng
3) lunch
4) watching of sweeden VS don't-know-which-country's match
5) dinner
6) court trng
7) bathe
8) sleep
9) morning exercise
10) breakfast
11) court trng
12) lunch
13) coach carter movie
14) captain's ball
15) court trng
16) BBQ!
17) sleep
18) morning run
19) captain's ball
20) breakfast
21) team talk
22) home sweet home!

it was really fun. especially the 2nd night where we do not have to talk discretely unlike the 1st night because we were really supposed to be sleeping. 2nd night was really great. the philosophical talk regarding random topics like, 'what happens after we die?', 'bermuda triangle- real or fake', 'life on mars- true or false', 'can a born blind man dream and what does he dream about?', 'stars universe planets sun solar systems'....
we are really intellectual people, hahaha!
we talked as we showered and after that, we switched topics to 'first impressions of everyone'.
it was really nice, just sitting down and chatting, be it under the stars, or on our sleeping bags. (:
and i was not very surprised when the girls told me i APPEARED to be very 'dao' when they saw me. haha. and look at what i turn out to be when they know me! hahaha.

all right, enough talking, i am going to eat despite returning from team dinner. byebye!


i've got your hint! thank you! (: hahaha.

post cts

had a very useless saturday afternoon. i spent my time sleeping away. eat and sleep, eat and sleep, then went to fly kite with daddy and went to CP to meet pehkaiyi to pass her a bag and went home after buying sushi and potato chips. i am so full now.

as i type all these, my hands are suffering from muscle ache, especially my right one. hehe. not from training or floorball but from volleyball during VOG. it was fun. but ya. it had been a long long long time since i played. i almost regret not joining vball back then, but, floorball's not bad. every CCA has their pros and cons. and lync got first for vball! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

stayed over in school to run 2 rounds for VOG in the morning with fballers. it was quite a refreshing jog. haha. went back to sleep after that in a classroom while the others went to bathe. had training later on and i was so sleepy, i slept at the foodcourt at parkway while the class was eating. shows you how tired i am. ):
training was quite fun. haha.

hmmm, went to ty's house for dinner. and back home, then bathe and sleep immediately at 10 plus till 9 in the morning and wake up. had breakfast, watch tv, and went back to sleep until 4 plus, and eat and fly kite..... (alr mention above)

i am so screwed for CTs. CTs suck. ): the teachers can just throw away my papers for all i care. i don't want them back. ):

gonna have fball camp during the mearch hols. monday tuesday and wednesday.
bye! i shall pack my stuff tomorrow night.

ahh

i am feeling scared and worried. what's this! rah.
can't wait for thursday to come NOW.

Common Tests!

or CTs for short. sigh sigh sigh! i feel officially screwed because i didn't practice doing any subjects and i am just reading notes for the subjects and stupid GP is making me really worried, contradicting the fact the we just ponned triple GP periods on friday. but seriously, i don't think i would do well even if i go for that triple GP periods so there. i am hopeless about it. i hope i do well in CTs. all right, not well, but at least let me pass, pleaseeeee.

i think i've got not enough time. shucks. and i still go for victorian's day at VS today. bad choice but quite fun although only a few of us went. good exposure.

ahh, shall stop wasting time. byebye!
i am going to counter e-assessment tomorrow! meanwhile, anybody reading this and who has phy e-assessment answers should send them to me immediately, thank you very much. but i doubt they will. people are busy studying to come here.
all right, a real BYEBYE now.