a great big sigh

sigh. sometimes things just dont go your way.

all is within me. i don't know who to confide in. i am tired of getting sad over results. it is annoying. sometimes, it is better to lower your expectations. greater your expectations, greater the disappointment. no doubt, and proven experimentally by teosherli.

forget about such stuff. my blog is supposedly happy but these week is a really sucky one.

i fell down today. so dumb! we were playing monkey at the bball court when lixuan threw the ball to me and i moved backwards to catch it, tripping over the kerb behind me in the process. i think i caught the ball, did i not? haha. super dumb! and i landed on my butt. retarded. i thought it was not serious but now when i look at it, it is red and disgusting.
and it hurts when i bathe.
and i was hoping to play floorball tomorrow. and i already bought the necessary stuff for jogging. darn!

shopping today. and i saw a black adidas jacket with bright orange stripes that i really liked. but no size L, yuck. everybody took it. so i cant have it. i love it so much, i want it!!! arghhhh. but oh well, nothing goes my way these days. i seriously suck.

gotta do pw again and change loads of stuff.
for once, JC life suck for me.
screw me.