geez

all right, 12 mins into THE CRAZIES and i decided to abandon it. D was right, i would be freaking scared. ohmy. i am so lousy):

its approaching (:

hi world(:

i am loading THE CRAZIES now. cant wait to watch it. i will curl up and hug my bolster, off the lights in my room and jump at every scary scene(: i love how i am happy at small stupid stuff(:

ohyes! i got my timetable today. and its a THREE DAY week! yayness! electives are not included yet so i hope i get what i bid because i dont want to go back to school on mondays and fridays! weeee! and i just realised i got a long weekend. WOW(: hopefully, my happiness is not short lived. i am a teeny weeny bit excited for school now(: although i am still quite lost about the types and number of electives i have to take. but oh well, i will get it when its time(:

tomorrow is going to be a busy busy day(: got to do lots of stuff, run errands, tutoring and then i will wait for the 28th. *shy smile*

oh btw, SPORTS CAMP was awesome and yup, NBS camp too(: different kinds of fun though.

and slacking around at home before school starts makes me feel peaceful and at ease(: i secretly hope school never starts. heehee.

bye world(:

fever sucks

hi world, i am currently very very frustrated that i am still sick despite loyally eating fever tablets and cough mixtures and sucking different kinds of lozenges. it hinders my activities and prevents me from eating all the spicy heaty fried food that i crave. and swallowing hurts. i am very irritated with my ability to cough every two seconds.

enough with this. sports camp was fun fun and fun. so many things that i achieved(: i feel accomplished.

there's obelix outing tomorrow which makes me even more frustrated because i missed out on so many already that i want to go for tomorrow's one. but i am freaking sick. omgod. i am so angry with the cells in my body.

bye world.

camp

hi world, i am leaving for camp in less than an hour and i am secretly scared that i will be homesick and lovesick and whatever-sick.

hope its going to be fun and fun and fun(:

i need to clarify that i am NOT emo nemo. hahaha, bye world. see you in another 7 days):

cheers

i am feeling happy(:
now, i cant wait for sports camp(:



but first of all, from the bottom of my heart, to my dearest friend out there, i love you and please be well. you are really strong. even if you are faking everything, you are still strong. i will be here. you will always have us around. i dont know how to help, except to show my encouragement and support. i really wish u well. and i am sorry i can't be here for you physically during this tough period but you are always on my mind. i really am sorry for your loss. nobody as nice and dear as you should face this. but let's just believe that all things happen for a reason and that its a beautiful place up there. do take care, it really hurts to have to see you go through such misery and i really feel for you. long to see your genuine smile soon.

i want to do so much, but i dont know what i can do for you. this sucks so bad. i hope you will be all right soon. we will wait for you until you are fine again. take your time my beloved friend. i am always here if u need me.