the third and counting

I sounded horn for first time but my Brie cheese failed to attract a mouse. I replaced my bait since it seemed to be stale. haha, this is actually quite amusing.

today was a sticky day. weather hot, bought tank tops and shorts. yay. tired, slept for dont know how long and i am here now. i am suddenly afraid of physics, haven't been doing much. what if the paper like chem. this is damn bad. scared scared scared.
i feel assured after today, met new people. i am doing fine i hope. yay.

conclusion, today is a happy day but i am feeling sleepy again. physics is a mood killer.

and i forgot my family. how can! i am disappointed in myself.
so thanks to mum, dad, min for being involoved in my surprises for the past two years, and for making my life a wonderful one. i am thankful i have a great and close-knitted family. another thing to be happy about.
to socks, for laptop bag. it fits perfectly!
and to yiyi, ahma, yeye, everybody for spending my birthday with me. (:

family rocks. mice rocks too! bye! its back to physics and reality.

birthday week

hi! i had a great time the past few days and i was so tired. had a good rest of 45 mins just now and now i am awake and alive and happy! =)

i want to thank so many people for making the past few days one of the happiest days of my life. i'll list to thank everyone.

shuhan. thanks for your present! haha. i know i thanked you so many times but it is because i truly appreciate it! thank you for being an awesome friend throughout the entire two years i've been in VJ.
sherlyn, yusin and lixuan. for being so funny and lame and enthusiastic during class outings and being such fun people. you three never fail to brighten up my day when i am 'ALONE'. haha.
xinrui. for everything you've done. lending a listening ear, being so sweet, calling me when i am sleeping, unbuttoning me, snatching to pick out stuff when they roll onto the floor... but you've been a really sweet friend. so thank you very much. =)
elton, wenkai, harry, chinboon, kahwai, for being so fun and entertaining. you guys never fail to attend any class outing and liven the atmosphere. you guys play a crucial role in the class so thanks for being a part of our wonderful s54 family. =)
tim and ced for the present and being such nice friends. i am sure you two will do well in the future! have faith and be happy.
jingwei, for everything you've done. and for being sweet, caring, understanding, fantastic.....

kaiyi and wanqin! for being such awesome friends for the past 6 years. =) you two have been really great and never fail to brighten up my day. love you two!

tomorrow is a public holiday and i am currently sad about it... =(

the stress fever

admist all the stress that i've been feeling all day (i mean it, the WHOLE day and i am feeling moody ever since), there are still certain things in life that made me smile.

3 things that made me smile:

1) somebody is obsessed with catching mice! its retarded! eg, the Abominable Snow Mouse.
2) daddy made flour-filled-balloons for min's friend as her birthday present. they are supposed to be hand-made stress balls. and the whole balloon (palm-sized) is all flour, even the outside. there's a hole in one of them too.
3) i was too stressed. wanted to eat chocolate. left hand wrapper, right hand chocolate. walk to dustbin, throw chocolate in it. i didnt smile, i laughed. (:

i better do well for econs. i spent so much time on it. ):

hi world!

its good to be feeling great. As up in three days? four? let's not count, we'll make ourselves terrified.

it seems only yesterday that i took my O level results (: and now, in a few days, i'll be taking the dreadful As! not the results, dont be silly. its the exams that i am taking. WOW. and i am here! and its 1:52am! (:

vj is awesome, and i absolutely dont regret coming here. (: and two years FLEW. they really FLEW, we were warned, by drgoh, (: during the first CT session that everything would be over in the blink of an eye, and As will just be around the corner. didn't seem true at first, but it really is. two years, that is half of secondary school life. no wonder it passed so quickly. despite being in vj for such a short span of time, much has changed.
me, i think i've changed. i dont know how, i just feel.
and the people around me. WOW. fantastic, fabulous, tremendous, great, everything nice.
i am fortunate, very extremely to have a wonderful bunch of classmates whom each have their own traits and qualities which complement one another so well.
floorballers, whom we all go crazy together, but its been a LONG LONG time for me. after As!
and of course, the secondary school people who are here together with me. it feels good to be able to see you all every morning without fail, and we'll have our morning chats in canteen. bla bla bla, i love the ride to school, because 1) i can see all your unglam sleeping faces. 2) its nice to see familiar faces early pearly in the morning. 3) a great morning chat brightens up my day. 4) we can squeeze together in the car, cosy. hahaha. and the list goes on and on.
and last of all! who else. haha. you are waiting and waiting for this part to come. so, here goes. mndifrn hdhfnmn bsdeuhjye bdjsahdief bywhrnemc kaosdmje bufdewyn ihfjkm uhuds huefd ionbdufu uehwcm u hufihdkfn uihfudns iehfdi. i'll tell you what it means later. (:
thats code, to prevent you people from reading, bleah.

its great to be awake and thinking of the people i love in the middle of the night. i love it.
bye world!

hold on to what we've got

i've got so much to say. i wouldn't. i typed and 'backspaced', typed and 'backspaced', typed and 'backspaced'.

studying is great, i love it, i cant wait for As to be here, i want exams like this every year. i dont want As to be over. i want it to continue, stretching on forever and ever. i am happy.

i have a smile everywhere i go. and you wouldnt want to know what lies deep within.
it just hurts.
happy studying everyone! i can't wait to fall asleep.