before my blog goes dead..

i feel i should revive it with a post!
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have not seen this in a real long time? :)

anyway, tomorrow would be a terrific day!!!!
dinner date with OWQ and PKY. OWQ is now named CHAI after the taiwan trip and i still don't get it because isn't China spelt like that and shouldn't CHAI be CHI?

and after that would be lao shi's treat (?) to partyworld. haha. cool. haven't met up with taiwan people for a long long long long long time. especially the dazhi people. kinda miss them but we wouldn't be meeting up i guess. holidays are going gone.
:(

tomorrow would be a FUN FUN FUN day. looking forward. except probably training kinda spoils it. holiday homework too :(

last but not least, happy christmas!!!
no gifts for anybody unless you ask me for it because i am currently trying my best to save up for rainy days and not splurge on useless stuff. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

zzz

today was excellent, marvellous.
collected our lens. (just trying out for a month before deciding whether to continue in two weeks time) and collected our new specs too. and watched twilight with min. it was, ahh, kinda not very nice. and we saw someone and his girlfriend. haha. right in front of us.
daddy bought the tickets though. geez.

156-ed home. and caught the little nyonya. haha. it seems quite nice, but i am irritated with all the sabotaging and backstabbing. very annoying.

training tomorrow. sigh.
buffet high tea with family and dinner with some TIP people tomorrow after training.
doubt i would be eating much during dinner time.

training training training.
holidays gone gone gone.

floorball seems to hate me alot now.
mutual i guess.

despair=doom.

yay. buffet tomorrow.

it feels weird seeing you again, even if its just in a photo. feeling sucks totally.

hello

i am back! back to the cheerful self. sometimes there are downs, but you've got to encounter a few setbacks before you start to treasure the happy times you missed or the lovely moments you've yet to experience.

for starters, many people have been rather not into life lately, so cheer up and bounce back to your feet my dear friends.
one reason to be happy! you've got me as a friend/best friend/buddy.
that is about the happiest thing you can have in your life.

all right, bye! off to watch some movies.
econs is a chore and i've not touched it yet. international trade is zzz.

back from my family outing

the time now is 1:52 am and i gotta declare my family rocks to the max(:
we caught the 10pm 'the day the earth stood still' and it was not bad. not bad meaning daddy didn't sleep. hehe. if we were to catch 'twilight', i bet he would be snoring in the first few minutes of the show. (: i made the right choice and we were lucky we could still get tickets when we reached at 930.
and we went to eat prata after that! weeee.

i read and i hoped. wishes aren't going to come true. in fact, they are the opposite of reality. everything is impossible.

i am not emo! just that there are things bugging me. hate bugs. eek.

holiday homeworks sucks to the core. i should just change school every year, then i would have no holiday homework. (:

life is still good, though it would have been better if i am still at taiwan. haha. but one should be self-satisfied. at least i had been to taiwan and enjoyed myself there. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
more photos!!!

i think this photo is super nice because yusin can't be seen!!!!! (:

p.s janelle wrote on my card and said puma jacket is nice. hahahaha! thanks to the people who bought it!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

spontaneous outing!

yay! i love my parents. haha. after a half an hour persuasion from me and min, they gave in! wheee. we are off to vivo to watch a late night movie now! yay! bye!!!!!! gosh, hahahahahhahaha!

all about taiwan-3

during the four day trip around taiwan without our buddies

the first day in school, when we are still not close to one another (:

the last day at the airport

farewell dinner

during the barbeque near our school

taipei 101

At dan shui, where we watched the sun set

the combined school trips

school outing with our buddies

all about taiwan-2

warning-emo post.

ogay, i just read a few of the taiwanese blogs and sad to say, it caused me to cry. i hate crying and this sucks ): and i don't cry easily (or so i thought) whatever, i am back here in spore and i got to live with it. today is much better than yesterday and i realised how much i miss friends here although i kinda feel detached from everybody except PKY. damn. it feels like i missed out on something/everything and that i am really gone for a super long time.
but no matter, things are adjusting nicely for me and i am glad about it.
my normal life is back. band concert tomorrow and before that, i am meeting fballers for dinner before proceeding to VJC NSSN.
cool stuff.

but as this post is supposed to be about taiwan, let me get back to the subject before i get out of point. so, as you can see, i was dreading our return to spore during the last few days of the stay in taiwan. it feels as if you cannot enjoy playing and going out and singing without worries anymore because you know that the final day is approaching and you could not do anything about it, but treasure even more, the times that you had left with your new found friends. and the feeling sucks. you know you got to go but you don't want to. for me, i am scared. scared that i couldn't control my emotions, because you know, i am kind of a weakling in controlling my tears and it really is a hindrance. i don't want to be a baby, but i feel like one when i cry. and so i cried. cried to the very max. and i thought i wouldn't cry at the airport because it feels like my tears ran dry at the last minute and it rocks to feel that way. i felt strong enough to handle every touching word and card that i am going to receive from everybody. but i was wrong. i cried upon receiving and reading the very first card i received from maojia. i think i am so dumb.

ogay, and DA ZHI spore students were the last to leave the gate because we were so attached to each other we didn't want to go but lao shi came over and ask us to and literally pushed us in. so dramatic. haha. and molly called our names and i had to turn around with mingxuan asking us not to turn because it really is saddening. and and and! i saw yusin cry. hehe. so now, you can imagine how depressing the whole thing is because yusin don't cry that easily.

and i did something really stupid.
i was searching in all my pockets the letter i wrote to molly, because hers was the last one i had to give.
me: shit, i can't find my letter to molly! how! (searching frantically)
leonard: wow, why your letter so small? (looking down to my hand)
me: omg, it is just here. (in my hand)

i am just holding it.

ogay, the end for the feelings i felt for the last two days, during farewell dinner and in the airport.

all about taiwan-1

photos are still with the rest, and by 'the rest', i mean they are with like, a dozen people world wide.
haha.

all right, i am back. back to reality, back to hot singapore and away from a carefree and worryless life and away from cool taiwan and DA ZHI.
life has been like a dream when i was in Taiwan. it feels like living a life, just playing and hanging around without any trouble or without having to worry about work and trainings. life like that is super fun. and now, it is gone in a blink of an eye, in a flash of a lightning, in a boom of a thunder. (?)

we visited many places without our buddies, and visited even more places with our buddies and trust me, they make awesome company.
taiwan is a marvellous country, DAZHI is a cool school, dachang is a 'YO YO YO' buddy, maojia is a vain person and molly is a mad friend.

pengho is a great classmate, christine is an awesome sister and jocelyn is a childish younger sister. and of course, YUSIN is an annoying friend.
shall upload more when i get the photos.




its time to wake up!

taiwan

back and i am emotional. sigh.
bye!

more of taiwan another day.