unbelievable

today was unbelievable, in a good way, but a little shocking though. (:

you've been running around in my mind!

the reasons why

i love my family.

my mum rocks.
she washed my shoes for me after nagging so many times and i conveniently left it in the toilet to remind myself to wash it and i found it washed a few hours later. how efficient.
my mum gets up every night when she sees my room light still on to ask me to sleep early if she sees me studying, but flares up when she sees me using the com, like how i am using it now.
my mum laughs at my jokes. (:
my mum claims everything is not up to standard but is secretly pleased with them.
my mum loves me.

my dad rocks too. he cooks nice meals every single day and always asks us what we want for dinner but cook it the way he wants it to be.
my dad laughs at the things i say which are not meant to be funny but take a longer time to laugh at things that are supposed to be funny.
my dad fetches me from CP or the 43 bus stop late at night if his car is not in his favourite parking lot or when its not raining so his car would not have to be wet after washing it that afternoon.
my dad jogs with me to 7-11 and back just to satisfy my craving for food after our jog.
and of course, my dad loves me.

my sis rocks too.
my sis studies with me during the holidays when i have no friends to study with and she listens to me talk about everything under the sun and she knows me best in the whole wide world.
my sis asks me the most difficult questions regarding all her subjects and i can't answer them when i have studied about them before.
my sis understands me. she reads me like an open book. i can talk to her.
my sis loves me, like duh.

i love my family.

hot and cold

i don't understand.


CTS postponed, i don't know if its good or bad, so i'll just accept it without any grudges. studying is getting boring. bored to tears. ): i ain't accomplishing much every single day.

FRIENDS make me happy. as in FRIENDS, the show.

so yup, i am off to watch FRIENDS.

you belong with me

taylor swift. this MV is so sweet. haha. (:





i am watching the robot boyfriend drama now on channel u. suddenly i think a robot for a boyfriend isn't such a bad idea after all. quite sweet too. haha. but the love is fake. not good.

didn't accomplish much today. bad. and i am here watching TV. worse. arghhh!

bye!!!

i love jogging :)

i realised that over the past few days when i jogged at totally my own pace. JOGGING is fun! not RUNNING, which is what the fballers always do when we go out for a supposed jog. LOL. no complains, that did my stamina good, but my 2.4 sucked totally. like shit. don't know what i was doing, but its so hot! not my fault. haha.

today was a good day, excellent to be exact. i was pretty lame for the whole day maybe because the day started with a marvellous mac's breakfast. *winks* haha. and i didn't do much the whole day, only two chapters of econs, and here i am now. BAD.

after watching MARLEY AND ME twice, i totally like jennifer aniston. lol. she's like, so pretty and all. though old, but still look super young. i hope to be like her when i grow up! :) come to think of it, maybe i just like her character in MARLEY AND ME. i don't know.

had a run just now. its fun! i told you i love running. (:
running keeps me fit. sorry, its actually a jog. i don't run. but i love sprints though. (:

i am so going to watch every episode of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. (: bye!

determination is the key

i am determined to go jogging tomorrow morning, so i won't get fat.
(:

i should learn to be like phualiukun, boycott the computer. sucks to have my laptop beside me. my fingers are itching to switch it on. and i've to resort to drastic measures.
i let my sis keep my laptop until i finish what i am supposed to do for the day, but sometimes it doesn't work, like now. ):

i love marley. he's so cute. too bad he died. ): i rewatched the movie again despite watching it in the theatres. i just love cute shows. and cute dogs. (:

tomorrow is econs day. ): so much to memorise. but i am thankful i don't take bio. phew. much more to memorise.

janng just keep taking so long to reply me on msn. i think she doesn't want to come over to study. ):


i realised i've been stupid. i can't meet up with people if i don't have their phone numbers because my contacts were gone. and it is still gone. i shall wait till school reopens before i start collecting them all over again. (: poor me.


i realise i've been insignificant.

have it your way

that's BK's slogan by the way. i can't think of any appropriate title right now.


i want to meet up with people i've not met up for a long long time.
after CTs. or maybe before??? *winks*


kill the guilt.

fear

one of the many things - when relationships fade.

i don't know why, but i can't seem to be able to maintain a close relationship with someone who is not in the same surroundings as me, no matter how close we were before, everything changes when we separate. that's bad. its me. really. i don't like this to happen. i lost so many friends through my don't-know-how-to-keep-in-touch attitude. maybe it isn't an attitude. that's too harsh. haha. but you get my drift.

how now brown cow? because in a few months time, we would go our seperate ways. every single one of us. that's sad, cause i don't ever want to leave this part of my life behind. nostalgic, yes. i've got so many things on my mind, i don't know how to start typing all of it down, so let's just stop here. haha.

oh, but there's one thing i got to add. i think i am losing the wonderful 'floorball' part of my life now, which is terrifying. kidding, but it is saddening, depressing and all. not to that extent, but i think i am losing them. by not turning up for the sentosa outing, and the friendly.

its all me, i told you.


random, but studying during the holidays is the worst way to spend a holiday when a holiday is, according to the Cambridge Advanced Learners Dictionary,
a time, often one or two weeks, when someone does not go to work or school but is free to do what they want, such as travel or relax.

we are indeed free to do what we want, but if we do that, CT2 would be a disaster. and it would be a disaster if i am here any longer, so bye!

my dad is love

to show the world how great my dad is, hehe. he is fixing something for me to eat when i am hungry now, at 11:16pm! wheee.


went for gp remedial today. and i did a great job paying attention in class. (: praise me.

i am so strong that i do not have to see a doctor nor eat medicine for me to get well. and i am almost well! praise me again. (:

i did only one chapter of chem today. that's a bad thing. my progress is slow. ):

i hate to owe people stuff. i owe my friend a present and i can't seem to get money now, but i really want to give it to you so much, could you please wait for me to be able to save? a thousand apologies, i know you've waited for it long enough.

i am going for mac's breakfast tomorrow at anchorvale cc! didn't know there's macs there and we are gonna camp there till midnight to study! praise my sis and i! kidding, not till midnight. we'll get sick of macs. i hope i accomplish alot tomorrow. (:

i want to have class outing please? can someone organise? we need to have a break someday during the hols.

and i am about to finish gossip girl and after that, i wouldn't have any more shows to watch! damn, gossip girl is so entertaining. ):

its 11:25 pm and my food is done! my dad is efficient! praise him! (:

sick

i am like, really sick. i haven't been sick for a long time, so it means i am unable to go for the sentosa outing tomorrow. i am like, feeling dizzy and drowsy and aching, with my bloodshot eyes, painful throat and a quite high body temperature. i think i am emitting heat. lol. i don't know why i am laughing, perhaps its my avid description, but i feel terrible. lol.

today is rather an unlucky day. my dad sent my phone for repair and they upgarded my software and all my phone contacts are gone gone gone gone gone. so i am unable to contact the world right now except for a few numbers i memorised. please be considerate and leave me a message to tell me your number, thank you very much. i really apprecitate that. (:

and i cut my finger while closing the cupboard. lol.

well well well, a dozen things happened recently, lol, but i am fine with everything. (:
just feel its a pity. lol.
when i grow up, i wanna be famous, i wanna be a star, i wanna be in movies,
when i grow up, i wanna be together, i wanna be with you, i wanna be in your life.

should i be careful for what i wish for?