happy day!

EDITED

1) min FINALLY finished her eoys and i can go to her room and disturb her without getting the glare(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
2) i FINALLY got my bag!(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: for more details, go to my sis's blog. i love my dad and sis! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: now i can wait patiently for the floorball team bag and it wouldn't matter if there would not be one. haha. because i can happily use my bag. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
3) shuhan bought ear rings! yay!!! i love her so much. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
4) wanqin helped me collect my blazar and it fits exactly! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: thanks so much! (:
5) tomorrow i am FINALLY going swimming at the NEW anchorvale cc where there are slides all around! haha. WOO.
6) some day this week, my family is going to CP to and patronise the SOUP RESTAURANT!! i think it is because we got the vouchers or something. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
7) min and her friends are intending to come to vj openhouse! haha. i have to do ushering and i hope i could just stick with them so i do not have to usher. haha! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
8) confirmation of meeting with my two besties on saturday!!! so long since we met up. ilovethemLOADS. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

life is great! heck those emo posts below. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

emergency call out for OHX

ONGHONGXI, hopefully, you're seeing this. specially meant for you. since tht's like the only possible way to get to you. we'll be meeting up this saturday. hope you're free. do contact us asap when you see this. thankyouverymuch. (((:

from: sherli and huihui



man, am i feeling down.

):

i am feeling low. and down and sad and sad and sad and sad.
and the worse thing is, i don't exactly know the reason why.
all right. i kinda get the idea. but i think i am not willing to admit it. so being ignorant about how i am feeling right now is a great idea. a way of escaping from reality.
(:

tomorrow, i am going to burn some calories.
ALONE.
i want to be alone.
leave me alone.
scram people.
go away.
bye.

my dear class

yusin rocks. haha!
look at today's classified page 5.
cool man! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
that is why 08s54 rocks.
:)



random stuff up next:
SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

quite true. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
bye! off to tutoring.

the emotional barrier, yet to be overcame

tutoring is making me sleepy. ):):):

i want to swim! but dad forbids it because he is out of town. i don't know why but maybe because he would not be there to save us when we drown, (touch wood) but i don't think he is seriously of any use because i think we can swim better than him? haha. what a show-off i am.

bye. off to bed.
mum and dad are going to be back tomorrow! and they better buy presents for us. i love my parents and i seriously forbid anything untoward to happen to them as much as my dad forbids me to swim when he is away.
but i am confident that they would be back safe and sound and i really should stop whinning for my parents.
bye! really off to bed this time round.
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

when the fun begins

i am freaking tired now! because i slept at three plus yesterday night all because i started physics at EIGHT pm. dreadful. terrible. especially when i reached home at one. seven hours of doing nothing and chiong-ing at night. haha!
nevermind, physics was difficult, but oh well.
let's not harp on it.
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

i love s54! haha. random but, finally we had a class outing after for super duper long. since the june holidays? it was fun and we are more bonded now, quite miraculously. the power of 'end of promos'. went to eat swensens and the rest went for pool while i came back home because i can't bear to leave my sister at home alone, studying for eoys while happy me go enjoying. :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
someone praise me please?
:)

i've got many plans.
i suddenly not miss floorball. haha! maybe i am getting use to the no CCA days, and i longed for more because, yeah, training is just gonna get tougher and tougher which i seriously dislike and am not looking forward to.
i want to go swimming and play volleyball!
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

went for starbucks and a movie. and arcade after that. i managed to sneak in in school uniform. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
mammamia is nice. imagine having friends like that. spontaneous. haha. cool. i don't mind.
and i saw nooby k's class there. which is such a coincidence!?!?!?!
haha!

i am so tired i want to sleep until noon tomorrow but, the night is still young! i want to enjoy myself to the fullest before i tune myself to the 'bored' mood tomorrow when i tutor my cousin.
):
what a waste to a nice and happening saturday directly after promos. but ohwell, i am doing a good deed.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

last paper!

tomorrow!
last paper!
ST will treat STW!

math was all right. i think i did math better than stupid chem.
chem just sucks and before the paper i was so scared of math because i was super afraid i make careless mistakes again.
:)
AND, the duration of the paper was 7:57 to 10:57.
and smart me looked at the analogue clock and started panicking at '10:40' because i had yet to do recurrence and PnC.
i chiong-ed through the paper and when i finally left the six marks question, i took a look at the clock and it says '10:57'.
super kan chiong! haha. but the teacher did not collect the paper so i thought she forgot, not to mention that i thought i was super lucky that she didn't take note of the time, and i continued pondering on that question and when i finally finished, the clock says '10:59'.
and i saw the hour hand moved slowly and pointed at the number TEN! (instead of 11, if you can't catch what i just typed)(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
haha.
i have one whole hour to check my paper, or 57 minutes to be precise.
and i found super alot of careless mistakes yet again. but at least i found them. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i must learn to read the analogue clock correctly.

physics tomorrow and i have yet to start.
bye!


i love shuhan and shuhan loves me. that's enough for anybody. (:
xr doesn't come here so i shan't type 'i love xr'. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

carelessness is unforgivable

this sucks totally.
i've no mood in blogging but i accidentally clicked on blogger and it directed me here.
):
bye. off to catch some sleep.

econs over and done with!!!

wooooooooooo! three more to go and then we shall go for our starbucks! haha!

econs paper was all right.
i didn't write about public goods for essay AT ALL. i just strike public goods of the list when they state UNDERproduction. which is a seriously dumb act because public goods result in no production and obviously they were underproduced but stupid me didn't realise that. and i was wondering if no production is the subset of underproduction or vice versa. haha!
but it was okay. i wasn't very bothered by the fact i missed out on public goods. haha!
and i completely rubbished through income inequality first part.
haha.
but the paper was relatively okay. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
and i am super glad and relieved that econs paper is OVER!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

homed with nooby k and wq. i really should give wq a nickname. sounds too formal when i compare 'wq' to 'nooby k'.

chem tomorrow! hopefully it would be fine. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
and i promised my brain that i am going to let it rest well before starting on chem.
brain, chem at 3pm! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

meanwhile, i am waiting for STW to finish his game before webcaming.

life is good. optimism is good. econs and chem is good, hopefully. gp is definitely shit.
life still rocks simply because benefits far far exceed the costs.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

get econs outta my sight

as the title suggests, i am getting really super sick of econs.
studying econs the whole day is tough.

i still have super loads of stuff to read and i feel i am up to the brim in memorising economics details and facts and policies and examples and shit.
haha!
but lets persevere shall we?
after all, econs paper comes once in 6 months and from tomorrow we will be free from econs until next year! haha.

being optimistic rocks.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


let this week pass in a BLINK of an eye.

optimism has the last laugh

i am way behind time in my revision. ): but well, there is still one more day for econs and i haven't touched it yet. since the holidays.
well well well.
i am still being optimistic about promos despite the terribly tough GP paper.
and hopefully my optimism stays with me even after the papers have been completed.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


i think my sis is darn funny.
she scolded someone a bitch and i thought she said that person was rich. haha.
and she says she feels like whacking the person's head and she laughed out loud, thinking it is super funny.
haha.
sadist or what.
i love my sister, but not the way she goes about with her words.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i miss those times when we talked about everything under the sun.
maybe i shouldn't have agreed, nor should i have accepted.

refraining from stepping over the boundary

i want promos to be over NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i've got whole lot of plans after promos and luckily we have an almost one week break after promos! wooo!
this is so motivating right. haha. get your face off your silly notes and plan what you want to do after promos!!! it makes you excited that promos gonna be over in 6 days! haha!

RANDOM FUNNY QUOTE
"When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realised that The Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole one and asked him to forgive me. "
- Emo Philips




stay this way. i feel more comfortable being in this situation, this relationship, this life of mine revolving around yours. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

it is still deeply imprinted upon me.

smile and get by the gloomy days ahead

i need motivation.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

GP IS !@#$%^&*()

the above title says it all for my GP paper today. it really is !!!
argh. this time i am really screwed for GP. i hate GP! hate is a strong word, that's why i use it. i extremely hate GP!
let me get a 45 and go to taiwan please.......................

timothy: GP fail means no need to promote already lah!
us: ya.
timothy: then we no need to come for the rest of the papers already! just retain.

he said something along that line which i think was kind of funny. haha!
but GP is seriously....
i can't think of any adjective to describe GP. which explains why my GP is like that. BAD. TERRIBLE!


sad stuff aside, we studied in the library again today. which is not very productive. i managed to complete only one math paper. and i slept when i came home, and came online. i think they really should consider removing GP as a compulsory subject because it is just too dangerous and harmful to the body. too many brain cells have been killed in BARELY three plus hours. (barely is the one and only vocabulary word that i know the meaning of in the GP paper today)
okay, i just realised that the sad stuff are not aside. haha!


okay. SAD STUFF aside, we are having starbucks on friday! i think? lol. i want a movie can? haha! 9 more days to end of promos. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


off to disturb people online! haha! bye!

GP IS .........

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no! i am super scared of gp. how how how how how. i am really panicking. and my heart is beating so damn fast and i think i cannot sleep tonight because i would be thinking about the dumb gp paper and i think i am going to screw up the essays and summary. and i want to tell the whole world how i screw up my summary in the mid years! lol. i am so not ashamed of how i did for my summary. lol.

here goes. i put in so much effort in my summary for mid years and u know how many marks i got upon 8? hahahhaha. GUESS. u can't guess one lah. the probability of u guessing correctly is 1/9. nope, not 1/8. so yes, indeed, i got a pathetic ZERO!!!

haha. hopefully this will lighten up the mood. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
haha. nope, i am not sad about my pathetic zero because i made it up in my AQ which i got a 4/8. haha. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

haha. i keep boasting. (:
and gp really sucks and i havent started studying for it yet and since i cant get to sleep tonight, i will study till i am sleepy! and maybe sleep through gp paper tomorrow.
yah right. as if i will.


oh ya! this reminds me that i was almost late for phy spa today! haha. i left house early okay, and i intended to reach school by 1140 because SPA starts at 1150. and i gave myself allowance for waiting time and the stupid 43 bus driver really let me wait there for like super duper long. and i reached the VJ bus-stop at 1150! haha. not very late, but still late. so i rushed all the way in to school! haha. run like shit. from the bus stop to school that is. when i reached school, i just brisk walked. lol. because
no 1: i am tired.
no 2: i don't want to make it so obvious to everybody that i am late for phy spa. haha!
but well, i was looking flustered lah thats why they asked me if i am late. haha.

this long long long post is to train for GP tomorrow! haha.
and tomorrow, we are staying in school to study! and after gp, i will be damn happy!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. can't wait for GP to be over! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


life is still good. although not as great because there is GP tomorrow. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
wish me luck!

i think i am dumb

i just woke up from a 2 hour plus nap.
and i was damn frightened just now!!!

i slept at 11 plus, and i wake up at 130. AND!!! when i wake up, i thought i have not done my chem spa! and i was so damn scared. i forced myself to stay calm and i realised i have already gone to school and have taken my chem spa. so looking at the time, i thought i have not done my phy spa! because phy spa was from 1150 to 130 and its already over if you take note of the time i wake up. and i keep thinking how screwed i am/i am going to be. luckily i received the message from nooby k at that point of time and she told me she had just finished her chem spa. so today is actually chem spa day, not phy spa.
PHEW.

and i am so awake now. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

SKIPPING SCHOOL IS ADDICTIVE

today is a really happy day for me! haha. nothing much happened. skipped school because there wasn't anything i can learn from going to school today. except maybe GP? i don't know. i managed to persuade mum to not let me go to school and answer for any consequences only yesterday night. haha. she was asking me what time i will be coming home and i asked her if i can not leave home. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

silly yusin called me early in the morning. and before answering the call, i cleared my throat just so i sounded presentable but what came out was just some feeble mumbling i think. haha!

shuhan came over to study!! it was quite productive. i re-understand organic chem. haha. and i managed to link all of the small bits together. and lo and behold! chem is amazing! haha! reminds me of the lecturer.
shuhan thought my bed was spoilt because it started sinking when she knelt on it. haha! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i didn't manage to accomplish anymore after sending shuhan to the bus stop and slept all the way till evening. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

and later, i am going to study CHEM SPA!!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

and, i owe you a stupid cup of starbucks. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


life is great.

NEW BLOGSKIN!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i changed my blogskin with the help of my sis! and i am terribly happy. haha!

it is confirmed!
i am leaving taiwan on the 22nd november. sad. 12:25pm.
i hope we have free lunch on the plane! (:

and we would be returning to singapore on 9th dec. HAPPY HAPPY!!! expecting to reach at 6:45 pm. i hope we can have dinner on the plane. haha. fun fun fun. i think i will be super excited to reach singapore! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i am currently ABIT excited to go to taiwan. lol.

i just came back from ty's house. (: the entire family celebrated mooncake festival there. we watched all the soccer matches. man utd lost to liverpool. saddening. u can go to my sis's blog for more details although some of you may not like it, bacause she is a hardcore liverpool fan. bad taste. man utd lost because there is no ronaldo. (: and it is an away game. not their fault. (: and liverpool played exceptionally well so yup, again, not the red devils fault.

next was arsenal vs blackburn. poor blackburn. they got trashed 4-0. no comments about that. but fabregas was really quiet and i was hoping he could score some goals since i have not seen him play before. but oh well, he is number 4 too. haha. and i am wearing my number 4 jersay now. lol. and i boasted to min that i am number 4 too. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
she is in love with fabregas but i thought she loves phelps. heck. she is just so fickle minded.

on the whole, today is a good day!!!!!


random: i love my mum, dad and sis.

SIGH

today was a not bad day. i slept in the afternoon. 2 hours plus i think. but my friend is sad and i am beginning to feel down. anyway, i think we should treasure anyone and everyone who make a difference and impact to our lives in one way or another. everybody should be happy because, like i said, promos is ending SOON.


econs is always funny. haha. i love econs lessons. ms tee is hilarious. she glared at ced or somebody in the front row today! haha. super funny and we started laughing.

glaring should be banned from the world.



i hope everyone was/is/will be happy in the past, present and future.

i love us for the way we are now, and i think we should just leave it to fate to decide what is in store for us in future.(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

we didn't play during pe today. the guys did. but oh well, i was kind of tired and i felt lazy to sweat and we decided that we should not interupt the guys' pace of the game as we would be hindering them playing rough or something along that line.

today is a happy day because i did my chem e-assessment!! i got 21 and i am going to stop there at my 2nd attempt. i hope this is the last e-assessment of the year. e-assessment is seriously crap. and i slept for quite long just now! so i am feeling all energised! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


promos is going to END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! although it haven't even started. but ohwell, be happy everyone! ending in probably 2.5 weeks time. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

so tired recently. i just took a long long nap just now. 2hours i think. i am tired.

Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
hey u free?
sherli says:
now?
sherli says:
yup
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
i've got smth impt to ask u
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
but u must answer me very truthfully
sherli says:
ok
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
hmm maybe i shouldn't ask u
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
it wil concern abt both our futures
sherli says:
pw?
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
much more impt than tt
sherli says:
don't scare me leh
sherli says:
ohman
sherli says:
don't scare me!!!
sherli says:
promos?
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
even more impt
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
smth to do with our future lives
sherli says:
erm
sherli says:
okok
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
but u must answer me very truthfully
sherli says:
okok
sherli says:
can
sherli says:
i will
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
ok
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
i dunno how to say this cos i very paiseh
sherli says:
erm
sherli says:
okok
sherli says:
my hands are like shivering lah
sherli says:
it sounds scary
Jing Wei L - Seven days with pw and without arsenal makes one weak says:
ok can u teach me PNC tutorial ques 9 n 10 pls?



that ass. i really got a shock when he sounded so serious. haha. i don't know what to blog for the time being. (which explains the above portion) but since i sccidentally click on to blogger. i shall just stop by and say HI.


i want promos to end NOW.

today is a fun fun fun fun fun fun and happy happy happy happy happy happy day!!!!!!!!
haha!

funny event 1: shuhan got hiccups!!! haha. it was super funny. (:(:(:(:(::(:(:(:(:(: and she just keep talking and talking and in between she will have hiccups. haha. we were laughing like mad and made so much noise in the lib. hehe. and xr, being mean like always, ask shuhan to drink water from the koi pond. doesn't make much sense or link but i think it is the first time she tells shuhan such mean stuff. she usually say mean things only to me. haha. and nope, she didn't learn it from me! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

funny event 2: xr got hiccups too!!! so dumb. that was after we ate yong tao foo at siglap and she started having hiccups. haha! i am the sole survivor of the day! no hiccups. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

funny event 3: i can't list out all the events but we kept laughing non-stop when we were studying at starbucks.

and today is a guilty day for me! i have bad hiccuping friends! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:
negative influences.



on a more serious note, i think i have changed. and i am sad. ):
but on an even lighter note, i am very happy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

today is a good day. (:

i think the show that i watched just now on channel 8 is damn nice. some lawyer show. nice nice nice. haha.
and, i did PnC today! haha. and i did econs case study! (: i am proud of myself. but that was all i did. hehe. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


my mum is coming back soon! daddy is going to fetch her at somewhere at 1030 along with my grandparents! i don't think we are going because there is no place for us in the car! but its okay, i shall just wait patiently for my supper! (i am hungry!!!!) (:
and most importantly of all, my MUM!!! weeeeeeeeeee!!!

school tomorrow. haha. i am excited. like some primary one kid waiting for school to reopen again before she can see her friends and classmates.

i simply love life. wonder why some people don't. ):):):):):
learn to love life!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i was so restless today!!! i did 2 chapters of math and i decided to play. haha. so we went downstairs and saw people using the court and we came back up. i slept and when i woke up, i ate and file my notes and went down again. the court was free so we played bball and then we played badminton. what the shit man.
and i ate my dinner at 10 plus. so now, i am super duper full and i feel like sleeping.
shit it.

and and and, the other time when we played bball downstairs, i almost fell (the ground was wet, not my fault) and i supported my whole body weight with my right wrist. PAIN.
i played badminton just now and realised my wrist ain't working well.
it hurts like mad/crazy.

and now, i am equally restless. one day gone. so unproductive. i should have....
on second thought, i don't know what i should have done also. hehe.
but on third thought, i think i ought to mug!
i feel guilty. and tired of course.

stupid day.

i had a dumb dream yesterday and it consists of my pw mates, that's why it is dumb. haha.

setting: VJ busbay
characters: me, jingwei, cedric, jiangwei

it all starts with me, jingw, ced sitting at the bus bay. and we were really sitting on the ground. haha. who does that man. and we were talking. talking about studies and we were motivating one another to study. and i gave a whole lot of crap on studying effectively - which is studying at night because it is quiet and blah blah blah. and ced was telling us how not motivated he was in studying and many other things. haha. i only remembered we talked and talked and talked.
then jiangwei came over because she thought we were discussing PW and we left her out. and since she came over, we decided to switch our topic to PW which is super boring and i think that is why i woke up.
end of dream.

haha. and when i woke up, i thought it was sunday morning and i was so excited because i thought mum would be coming back later that night. and it turns out to be a saturday. ohwell.
reminder to self: GROW UP!

bye! i am off to eat my half-boiled egg prepared by my beloved daddy! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

i am confused.



i think i should learn to live life alone instead of relying on people to keep me company.
wake up your idea!!!
today is a normal day. i don't really feel happy.
so just one smiley.
(:



anyway, we (me, min and ty) were looking through friendster profileSSSS and photos just now. haha. and ty was criticising many many people lah!!! so annoying. haha. but quite funny too. and i realised i have a friendster account too. hehe. and i think it is not logged in for many months. lol. and i wouldn't be logging in until i feel like it. (:

today is a disappointing day as compared to the other days that i had.


mummy left this morning. and i was sad. can she hurry come back? i dont want her to go on a holiday. i am so selfish but oh well. i hate the feeling of missing someone i love so much. my heart feels empty. i want sunday night to come so that i can see my mum again and the house won't be so empty. i think daddy feels lonely.
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3rd post today!! (:

i was reading through blogs just now. year 2007. and i was thinking about the past. maybe everything would be different. IF...
there are so many IFs that will affect the outcome of everything...
my life, anyone's life, everybodys' lives.
and i was really hoping the outcome would be different.
i bear that small glimpse of hope till now...
till...
god knows when.



and i became emotional.

I SWEAR I AM GOING TO TAKE ONE UGLY AND UNGLAM PHOTO OF YUSIN AND POST IN MY FREAKING BLOG!!! HAHA. AND I THINK LIUKUN WILL BE GLAD TO HELP ME IN IT.

ok! sorry ced about my post on econs. but i think u can do it and not get an u. (: work hard!!!

huihui came over today and i am absolutely shagged now. it was FUN. i love today because it is a happy day again!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

mummy is sick (stomach flu. she kept puking last night and we were all so helpless) and we are not going to have dinner at the soup restaurant today and i am kind of disappointed. ): because she is leaving tomorrow and it would be the first time ever since i grow up that i have to leave my mum just because she is going on a holiday. ): (besides camps and chalets which i voluntarily leave her) hehe.
and i was so looking forward to eating at the soup restaurant. ):

i think i am such a wimp. i feel home sick easily. which is a bad thing because 18 days in taiwan is just too much for me. stupid me.

ilovemybed, room, tv, and everything i have especially my family and friends. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:
this is not an emo post. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:


i think we should start being motivated to study!!!!!!!!
go MUG everyone!!!!!!!!!! (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

went to school today and studied with xr. it was all right. all right as in the level of productivity and the efficiency, not taking into account the benefits and loss calculated using CBA. the time wasted for travelling to school has a very high opportunity cost because in that travelling time, i could sleep soundly on my bed at home. although i know it is hard to impute a monetary value for time, the lecture notes on CBA taught me that time should be calculated as 25% of the average work rate. which, in my case, it is better to study in school because my average work rate spent studying at home alone is probably 20% of the norm. so, in conclusion, the benefits clearly outweigh the losses incurred, hence, i should study in school/ study with a companion.

hehe. i hope everybody has difficulty understanding the above paragraph, which clearly shows what subject i studied today. (: ECONS!!!!


homed with nooby k, wq and sick xr. haha. it was funny in the car and in the canteen.


as usual, today is a happy day!!! i love happy days!!!
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weeee. today is a happy day. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:
tomorrow would be a happy day!!!!
the day after tomorrow would be a happy day too!!!!!
and yesterday was a happy day!!!!!

everyday is a happy day!!!!
i love happy days!!!!
jan says '(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:' is my trademark. haha. i dont mind this being my trademark because it makes people smile i guess.
no? at least it makes me smile because i am happy when i type these.
(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

we chatted for 1 whole hour. haha. it was nice. since we didn't chat for so long already. (:
and i told you everything. haha. now u know everything about me.
but i think i've yet to know all about you because i seemed like the one talking and while you, the one listening. hehe.


thank you for everything and i mean everything. from sec 1 till now.

today is a fun day. lol. yusin came over and we studied. i only accomplished one chapter on income inequality.
and yusin was super dumb and funny.
she loves making retarded comments.
and we keep going to the toilet.
taking turns. every half hour.
haha.
and we talked when i walked her to cp.
just stay there and talk for about half an hour.
she is absolutely lame and i dont know what other adjectives i can use to describe her stupidity (ok, not that bad. i was exaggerating), her lameness, her retardedness.
if there is even such a word. lol.
all in all, today is a happy day. tomorrow, i will be studying at home alone!!!
(:


one day, i shall ask nooby k and wq over to study. haha. but i think they are getting sick of my house. lol. and i so need to call wq something else besides wq. it is getting boring. i think nooby k is real nice. haha. as in, not the person. but the name 'nooby k'. lol.

bye!!! i think i should study ONE more chapter of econs before sleeping. lol. hopefully i can do that. but now, i am going to bathe!!! (:
bye. i love yusin, and i love my life. just for today.


p.s i think jan is really nice to listen to me blabber the whole night yesterday. (: i love jan too.