(:

i think i am not a good friend.


had cross country yesterday and we had fun, i believe. we ran and i came in 92nd. i think it was quite well done as compared to my 554th position last year. haha. went for class lunch at supposedly Astons but the vballers beat us to it. lol, and i ate alot of food which resulted in me being not able to run much for training after that. and it was kind of tiring when we played 3 vs 3. supposed to go for studying with some of the girls but changed of plans -.- had to rush alot of work now. i am quite distracted recently, with so many thoughts running through my mind. i got to focus!


after typing all these, i still think i am not a very good friend. i suck as a friend.
people should just tell me off if they think i am a bad friend.

:) got to go study!

it dawned on me

that you cannot have the best of both worlds. never ever. that's what i learnt over the past few days.

you cannot be in two places at the same time.
you cannot be with two different groups of people at the same time.
you cannot study and sleep at the same time. (unless you are dreaming of yourself studying your notes)
you cannot be there for everyone.

in conclusion, refer to first sentence.
now, i am really worried for CTs. and i can't breathe through my nose. ids duck(its stuck). i wonder how i am going to sleep later.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)
shall talk about cross country another day when i have the mood.
see you people!

happy

today was quite a good day. relatively cheerful. all right, not relatively. but a really happy day because it 'kicked start' (dr goh, haha!) with PE and i made the right decision to not be such a show off and show my blue slip. haha. yay. it was very fun and all, i love PE when it concerns GAMES!

training was even better. we ran the usual 4.8 and we had GAMES! wheeee! lee WHEEEEE yang! abit random here, but can you see that i am super happy that we are FINALLY playing games! (: but probably just for today's training. tomorrow would be a friendly with AGAPE at vj. yay, training would not be as stressful. (: love the way things are going now.

lessons were quite interesting and fun with 08s54. i really love our class, although, ya.. blah blah blah. haha.

shall stop here. i am really tired. i am going to sleep! sleeping rocks. it makes me live life a little more energetically. (: can you tell i am really happy. haha, no reason. sometimes, you don't need a reason to be happy! WHEEEEEEE yang!

lax

had friendly today at northbrick sec. we played against the 'C' div guys. they are really agile. don't know the score but our line concede a goal but other than that, it should be all right. i think i played quite badly. but its okay. i am tired.

i SOUND emo. lol. i am not. just feeling kind of tired. floorball is taking up TOO MUCH time. ): i need to study econs!!! only managed to finish half of income inequality today. and there is still so much to memorise! i slept for 4 hours after i came home from friendly. got to pull up my socks!

not enough time to mug for CTs. hehe. but i have the temptation to watch gossip girl now. relax abit although i had been relaxing/not studying for the past few hours. rah. and i've been eating alot these few days. a foot long of subway and fastfood and more bananas. fat me.

the earth is spinning too fast. i need time to relax sleep and study. (: but i am still optimistic, can you see? the smileys here and there. (: CTs only. haha, not the dreaded 'A's. (: i am really very happy that i am happy. (:

CHILL people! (: study happily.

not my day

sometimes, you act like you don't care in front of other people because you know that when you care too much, you break down and it is freaking silly to do so.

i HATE being misunderstood.

those words. they are harsh. i don't like.

sleep beckons. forget reality.

(;

yesterday was the 13th of feb and it was a black pink friday and it was super happening, and fun. (:
i had loads of fun giving out presents and i think staying up so late to personalise every present that i am giving is such a fun thing to do, although it grew pretty boring and tiring later in the night. haha. and the quality started dropping. now i am regretting why i didn't start two days earlier. haha. but its okay. (:

thank you all for all the presents and flowers. (: LOVE it alot although it made my paper bag very heavy to carry.

had plenty of fun yesterday during training and i think our line played pretty well. (: good effort! haha. each of us scored at least one goal except may, because she was the defender, so its kinda hard, but she played well too. we are so happy with ourselves. we've got the LINE spirit and the enthusiasm. haha! and they say they want to have a line outing. so cute.

today was a rather tiring day spent with the fballers although it was mainly with fel when we waited for lyn at PS. haha. she made us wait super long just for a short lunch at MACS. can you believe it. haha, everywhere was crowded. but it wasn't all that bad, because they accompanied me to sengkang before train-ing home. (: thank you! (:

vday today. packed with couples. it makes me feel like wanting a boyfriend too! boyfriend, where ever you are, SHOW YOURSELF! lol.

but life is good enough even without a boyfriend. (:

rolling, rolling, and rolling

fel and i did exactly just that on the field. its kinda fun. and its so COLD! the wind is blowing like mad. my arms are aching like mad. the stupid pull-ups. UGH! it aches just to put my hands on the table and i have to sit up very straight to REST my hands on my table to type, if not, my hands aren't resting.

FLOORBALL TRIALS TOMORROW!!! (: i am looking forward to it. (:

i am so tired of having to put my hands on my table and yet still feeling so tired because i am not sitting up straight. gah.
bye! i don't want to type anymore.

ohya! junior class will meet senior class tomorrow! i am going to wear my NCHS uniform again! hehehehehe! and be that SHY SHY SOFT SOFT and QUIET QUIET girl.

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SHERLI

is looking forward to valentine's! haha. all right, although i have no plans for the day, but i still think it is kinda exciting!
i LOVE making things for FRIENDS. (:
so fun, but first, i got to make a list of the people i am going to give presents to! it's kind of a headache.
either i make many many many gifts, or i make FEW FEW FEW gifts, just a FEW for close ones. lol. but its hard to eliminate, no? sad. i don't have the heart to do just that so i think i got to stick with the first option. (: its still gonna be so fun, thinking of what you can write to some, and simply just crapping for the others! (:

first on the list, PEH KAYE.haha. i love you!
WANQIN is gonna be SO jealous. but you are in another league all by yourself too. FIRST in the other league, ONGWQ. haha.

yesterday was a GREAT day. i love pehkaiyi and ongwanqin. they make my life splendid and colourful and obviously, happy and happening and unpredictable (in a good way) and gorgeous, and super! haha.
class picnic was very fun at first and it got pretty boring after that, but at least it WAS fun. had mass dance with the fball girls. (: although it was only the few of us, but it made me smile.

had the first outing of the year with PEHKAYE and ONGWQ, which made me realised how much i miss those two dumbys. hehe. i love you two!!!! ttm. we ate at yoshi, before catching 'the curious case of benjamin button'. it should be renamed 'the boring life of benjamin button'. it is freaking boring please! haha. i can sleep through it but i want my money worth! rah. it is not not not NOT up to expectations.
i think i just wasted alot of money watching silly movies these two years. zzz.

MASS DANCE AT SUNTEC is the wonderful-est and the high-est outing fballers could ever have although we got pretty tired towards the end. my ankles are hurting and everywhere ached so much that we decided against going for training today.
i love the fball train we made. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

PHOTOS!!!

there are loads more, but they are scattered everywhere. (: shall collect them soon!

i think we should appreciate life a little bit more so that we are happy everyday, don't you think?
(:

PHOTOS WITH CLASS

life is PREFECT. i am indulging in GOSSIP GIRL again. haha. but i am rewatching it. rocks totally.

=X

yay, i am updating everyday because i am too free! and there is no training to day so we are all happy girls.

FEL misses all of us and i miss everyone of you girls too, although its like half a day without seeing everyone. haha, i really don't understand what's with us because it seems like we can't live without one another. the fball girls make me so happy and enthusiastic in school just because i can see them around somewhere, the hall, canteen, in between classes and many many places. haha. it's quite retarded and i wonder if other CCAs share the same LOVE for each other as ours. or is ours one of the extreme cases? haha.

enough about fball, i've been talking about them for ages that i get bored myself.

CLASS PICNIC tomorrow! and probably a movie with the girls/class, depends on my mood. LOL. but class sounds fun. haha. girls sound bitchy enough, but we are NOT! THEY are bimbos. haha. im officially bringing ball to ECP tomorrow! you guys better play, don't waste my efforts. lol.
can't believe VJ cancelled lessons just to let us have class picnic at ECP. i think they figured that most of us would pon for the sea sports carnival so they let us have our way. cool. hahaha. (:

yay! i am so happy today! bye!

drenched

i am currently eating my dinner now and it is 10:34 pm.
pity me, you silly geenas.
haha. i am insulting my readers, but that was actually directed to JAN NG only. hehe.

it rained when we ran the 4.8km today and we had to run back and we were super drenched. and guess what! i didn't bring extra clothing. i forgot! so holy. (for-god. LOL) and i had to make do with wearing my jacket only and i feel so weird. gah. not changing is simply impossible because i would stink up the whole bus with the totally EEW combination of rain and sweat. and i reached home safe and sound when MAY keep complaining that its very dangerous for me to be only wearing my beloved SIMPSON's sweater and keep reminding me to zip up all the way. (: congratulate me.

CCA walkabout is simply about me living in my own world and improving my shooting. hahaha! think quite a number of j1s sign up for floorball. i THINK.

i am going to school tomorrow! no school for two consecutive days is the ultimate! weee. had a great time sleeping at home and coming to school for trainings. (:
bye! i've got to go sleep early.

i miss the other floorballers.

-.-

i am so tired i can sleep like a log now! NOW.

zzz.
okay, i am lying, but training today was tough tough tough tough.
first, we ran 7 rounds as warm up. then three sets of intervals. i can seriously die. then off to the hall for some passing and a game. thats about it.
but its enough to kill the OGL floorballers. its insane.
lol, i feel so lucky i don't have to go through what they have gone through when i see myself slacking at home and appearing for training at 6 today.
(:

school at 1245 tomorrow! just to tend to the fball booth for CCA walkabout for the j1s! grrr! and wait for training which starts at 6!
i am so self-sacrificing when i can go to school at 6 again!
):

bye!

photos

hahahahahaha! our photos are so funny! (:

i think i look constipated. haha!

and some normal ones...

more photos at a later time! (:

phew

i feel so tired and happy and relieve at the same time. i mean, there are so many things happening to my dearest friends these few days it makes me feel life is so vulnerable, its just like a thread that separates life and death.
but CHOY CHOY CHOY!

tired because i slept at two last night due to a failed attempt to let my hair dry naturally before sleeping. i reached home at 1240 and i finished bathing and doing everything at 1 plus. and now, i feel like sleeping although i just woke up two hours ago. hehe.

happy because steamboat at shuhan's was super fun yesterday. and the PRC's are really fun people to hang out with! we should have a FULL class gathering every now and then.
happy because i lost $2 in black jack when i played 40cents per bet but i won $10 in total when i bet $1 every round!!! hahaha! yay! and there was a point in time when i lost $8 and i was so scared i will lose everything i have in my wallet because i didn't lose so much before, but luckily i won in the end. weeeee~ but i am so sorry to shuhan! haha. i think i won her money. she lost quite abit. geez. nevermind, i shall treat you on monday! (:

relieved because i think everything is fine for everyone? at least they tell me they are doing well and feeling fine. (:

i forgot to mention the part where jan, lk, and i went house visiting. hehe. it was very fun and i shall upload the photos soon when i get them from jan. JAN YOU BETTER SEND IT TO ME NOW WHEN YOU SEE THIS OR TAG ME AT FACEBOOK. the photos are kinda retarded. hehe.

not to mention the birthday celebration that we had for huihui at CP. glad you had fun and am truly surprised. (:

i also want the class photos from CEDRIC LEE!!! his camera is so pro-looking i love it alot. he should bring it to school everyday and i can take many many many unglam photos of tim.

we missed the last train because we took photos as we walked. haha, but that not being the main reason. (: it was because we left shuhan's house late and so we had to trouble lixuan's daddy to fetch us all. all meaning me, jw and sherlyn. thank you lixuan! (:





cheerup everyone! you still have me!!! (:

and i forgot to blog about floorball on friday. we had a match against the teachers and they are super duper fast. but i think we played relatively okay. although we lost in the end, but its great exposure and a wonderful learning experience for us. i sound so rehearsed, i think i should stop typing now.

bye!

p.s is my tagboard bigger now? lol. i don't know how to make it longer, i could only make it fatter/wider.