welcome to my life

TEO SHER LI
typical girl.
24/11/1991
life's great when i enjoy it. (:
swim. volleyball. floorball.
KCPPS. NCHS. VJC.

life's great. had tuition today. i feel good. its awesome preparing and delivering it. haha. i read the first chapter of bio this afternoon before i leave house and i go there and spam everything to my tutee. you must know its been ages since i touched bio. hahaha. and she's superbly smart. i was kind of afraid. and i was really nervous at home. my heart was beating so fast but at least it went well. (:

there's another one tomorrow. less scary because its secondary one. (:
then there's another on sunday. less scary than the previous because its p3. whee.

this is good. i am starting to get busy! and money better come rolling in. (:
even if money doesn't roll in, its okay. i am occupied. which is awesome. (:

feel the joy. (: plus i am reading a lot now. especially at night. storybooks are nice. back to my primary school days when my sis and i finished almost all the short stories of the bookworm gang. i like edison the best. the one with the messy hair and always inventing stuff. i dont mind samseng. he's quite funny. but mimi is annoying. she's vain. smarty is too serious, but at least he is knowledgable. fat anne is quite nice. those are classic. and i realise i can be attracted to any book. (:

its day five. (:
i am tired. going to turn in early tonight. i hope i fall asleep when my head reaches the pillow and no more bad dreams. (:
which reminds me, i dreamt that i collected our results for As and instead of five subjects on my cert (my cert is in tamil or something. its a foreign language i cant read), there's only three! i was so scared. and stapled to my cert are two pieces of paper, saying that the other two of my papers are wet and the examiners cant mark it. so i got to retake my As again. and i dont even know what subjects are those. i was hoping they are not econs and GP. and i was really sad and scared and terrified and angry that i considered going to die. hahaha. but i woke up, heaving a sigh of relief. (:
and then i dreamt i quarreled with D. not really quarrel but he ignored me when playing mj the entire day and i was sitting right beside him. i got angry and storm off. hehehe. like i will get angry in real life. maybe i would. who knows. (:

enough typing and sounding horns. i need my bed and my book. (:
goodnight world. you are beautiful.

by the way, the vitamin c graduation song makes me emo nemo. don't listen. never ever. ):


It's late at night and I can't sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile

Every kiss I can't forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cause I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

I just wanna be with you
Cause living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes

The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain't broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn't dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
No I ain't giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (feel it)
You know I can hear it (hear it)
So can you feel me feel you....

You know it's time....

Baby you know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it's time for miracles
Cuz I ain't giving up on love

You know I ain't giving up on us
You know I ain't giving up on
Oh I ain't giving up on us


tell me, what's so fun about mousehunt? i have absolutely no idea. haha.

went to vivo today with family. saw wenkai and harry. that's such a coincidence. (: its nice to see familiar faces. haha. tomorrow's first tutoring assignment of my life. i am scared cum excited. geez. i hope i do well. i still want more. (:
i've loads of time to spare.
i am surviving. (:


i know i am slow but i am starting to like her. haha. she's so versatile. i love her powerful voice and the way she makes the song sound so different. excellent(:
please watch? (:







i have this sick feeling in my stomach the whole day. i feel nauseous. i think this is what its all about.

i feel the need to be brave. to embrace everything. i am doing well, but my mind wanders at times. too many a time, i must say. i am thinking every second of the day when i am unoccupied. i need to keep myself busy. and at the same time, earn some money which equates to a job. this is not going to be easy, nor is it going to be tough. it will be all right. i just need MANY tutoring assignments. (:

i want to be strong, but sometimes, i just want to snuggle up to you, to let you protect me, to be by your side. its day one and i am missing everything about you. your soft touch, your light tickles, your small eyes, your lovely kiss, your tight hugs, your not-so-broad shoulders, your spiky and pokey hair, your face, your specs. everything.

i am really fine. i am doing well. i just need to get use to feeling nauseous. i am okay. i just get worried about how you are doing, whether you are used to your new lifestyle, the fitness routine and all. i dont want you to feel upset, unhappy, or anything negative. i want to be here, i cannot emphasize the fact, or how strongly i want you to know that i am always here for you. and ultimately, i want to give you confidence that you will do well. you will be fine, just like how i will be. (:

we will all be fine, and then, time is going to fly. (:


hi world, hi 2010.

i cant multitask.
but everything is fine. not good, but fine. so everything's going to be all right. (:

reminder to self: be strong(:

and stop the 'flirting'. bleah.


today marks the end of 2009.

i cant think of anything to write. but i am here because i have loads on my mind and i am waiting for my movie to buffer. (:

i hate to disappoint. and i myself, hate disappointments. but i am often a disappointment and am frequently disappointed.

i once wanted to go on a trip to Genting. somewhere cheap. just 4 of us. but not anymore. i dont want to do things together anymore or anytime soon. i just want to be out. a job is necessary.

when you're sad, you cry.
when you're happy, you cry.
when you're relieved, you cry.
but when you're angry and you cry, that, to me, is the weakest thing ever.

i am damn weak.

great, my movie has buffered more or less. bye! have a happy new year!


i want a job, as a tutor. i am desperate!!!

i am going to swim tomorrow, FINALLY. i have not swam for like SIX months? i dont know, ohmy. i can imagine myself in the water already. wheeee. (:

life's good!

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