dear god

i'm just somebody wanting to love and be loved in return. why do you make everything so hard? i thought it was supposed to be simple. i hope it still is. i'm still carrying this tiny fray of hope. may my life return back to normal soon.

thank you for letting me have somebody i can lean on during this period. it really helps. at least i wake up feeling that there is somebody who cares a lot about me. thank you.