what a beautiful world

life's great. had tuition today. i feel good. its awesome preparing and delivering it. haha. i read the first chapter of bio this afternoon before i leave house and i go there and spam everything to my tutee. you must know its been ages since i touched bio. hahaha. and she's superbly smart. i was kind of afraid. and i was really nervous at home. my heart was beating so fast but at least it went well. (:

there's another one tomorrow. less scary because its secondary one. (:
then there's another on sunday. less scary than the previous because its p3. whee.

this is good. i am starting to get busy! and money better come rolling in. (:
even if money doesn't roll in, its okay. i am occupied. which is awesome. (:

feel the joy. (: plus i am reading a lot now. especially at night. storybooks are nice. back to my primary school days when my sis and i finished almost all the short stories of the bookworm gang. i like edison the best. the one with the messy hair and always inventing stuff. i dont mind samseng. he's quite funny. but mimi is annoying. she's vain. smarty is too serious, but at least he is knowledgable. fat anne is quite nice. those are classic. and i realise i can be attracted to any book. (:

its day five. (:
i am tired. going to turn in early tonight. i hope i fall asleep when my head reaches the pillow and no more bad dreams. (:
which reminds me, i dreamt that i collected our results for As and instead of five subjects on my cert (my cert is in tamil or something. its a foreign language i cant read), there's only three! i was so scared. and stapled to my cert are two pieces of paper, saying that the other two of my papers are wet and the examiners cant mark it. so i got to retake my As again. and i dont even know what subjects are those. i was hoping they are not econs and GP. and i was really sad and scared and terrified and angry that i considered going to die. hahaha. but i woke up, heaving a sigh of relief. (:
and then i dreamt i quarreled with D. not really quarrel but he ignored me when playing mj the entire day and i was sitting right beside him. i got angry and storm off. hehehe. like i will get angry in real life. maybe i would. who knows. (:

enough typing and sounding horns. i need my bed and my book. (:
goodnight world. you are beautiful.

by the way, the vitamin c graduation song makes me emo nemo. don't listen. never ever. ):