my life

my life had been perfect a few weeks ago, and now, its not so perfect anymore. there are many things i could change to make it right again, just to turn everything around, switch them back on to the right tracks. i've strayed away from everybody, except maybe my classmates. they are not classmates anymore, but friends. and other friends? i've completely disappeared, backed out.

there's no time. is that an excuse? i hope i can ask for a month or less than that now, to live my life this way. and then be back on tracks again.
i once thought i could cope and manage my time well, but now, given the restrictions, i am resentful for the first time in my life. with the lack of freedom. it threatens to ruin almost everything i have.

caught new moon today. what do you do when the one thing you live for leaves you?
what will you do? i have absolutely no idea, no clue whatsoever. it makes me scared.

malaysia tomorrow till tuesday. gone again.

i am seriously a troublesome girl. forget this, on to happy stuff.

birthday was great. sherlyn's too. (:
there is prom, but i think i look ugly. no photos! cause i didn't bring camera, and it'll just be on facebook. life is still great despite the occasional struggles and i am pretty optimistic now after looking at these photos. life involves opportunity costs and making the best decision.

i want to be back soon.......