shortlived

happy days don't last. they never do. everybody knows that. so i spend my happy days thinking how long it will last. and i wasted my happy days. when the happy days are over, i still cannot get over the fact that those happy days are gone.

so it sums up all i've felt today. sad, angry, confused, lost, empty, upset. i am affected pretty badly. i value people's opinions too much, far too much. its a flaw.
teach me to ignore, for ignorance is bliss.

my priorities. all wrong.
i feel like being with you every minute i am alive. i got to snap out of it and be realistic. i am very upset with myself. i need to find that very crucial balance. i value my family and friends. i got to show it. make my relationships work.
stupidly blinded by love.

and so, i spent my day being upset and disappointed, but not only with myself.

BYE WORLD