enough emo-ing

i can handle it.

really didn't want to go for training today, and guess what! i went! a frigging five hours of floorball from 3 to 8.
PAUSE FOR APPLAUSE!!!!!
haha, can't seem to get enough of music fest, can't i?
so do the girls. they were singing what 'dear mimosa' sang. hahahah! frigging funny! woooooooo~
i am speaking like sarah. with the 'frigging' thing. that's so her.

and i so wanted to go to the airport to study, but i can't do anything against my conscience, so there! i went for floorball even though my stomach hurts every now and then, and i accomplished 10 rounds around the track which isn't really a big deal, but you know, it has been a long time since we ran, so, ya. i kind of have muscle ache now because we didn't even bother to cool down or warm up.

and, hmmmm, xunmin and i were talking, and we made each other feel so much better. or rather, she made me feel so much better. i guess, we are in the right position to like, comfort each other? i don't know. maybe its because we feel the same way. (: luckily i have her on 43 with me, if not, i can't imagine how going home would feel like without her. all right, actually i can, i went home alone a few times before.

doesn't this post sound so happy as compared to previous ones? don't you feel so happy for me that i am happy? haha.
its not going to be as bad as i think.
i hope,

i can handle it.