screwed

i am super duper screwed. for studies and floorball. i am nowhere near my goals. there is econs test this thursday nad chem review test the following week and i know i wouldn't have the time to study because of season and because we are supporting the guys' matches and also because we would still be having training. besides, we would skip lectures and tutorials and i'll be behind time and with econs test, i will DIE. and i haven't started studying econs. and today is a sunday and we had a friendly just now at TSH and tomorrow is napfa and i think i am going to die too. cause i seriously hate running. but i just want to get everything over and done with. but i don't want to get it over with a dreadful feeling that i don't put in my best, you get it? i want to do my best, but i don't want to give my best, you understand! haha, here i am blabbering non-stop. i should just sleep and get out of reality for the moment and wake up tomorrow morning worrying about all this over again.

life is still all right.
BUCK UP SHERLI! stay focus, you need to prove to yourself you can do it. have confidence, you dumb girl.