hi

school really makes people happy doesn't it?

at least it makes me happy. i see people everyday. people i love. people i know. i don't have to plan to see them. they are just there. always there. i reread many of my previous posts, a year ago, and gosh, wonderful memories. everyday is a happy day. i guess its because we dont feel lonely when friends are all around us(:
but now, look at now. we have to schedule to meet people (i dont mind doing that) but its different, you know? does anybody out there know what i am talking about?

okay maybe its the cramps. or maybe its because tuition is cancelled last minute again and i am left at home again, feeling sore about it. i dont feel lonely. i am okay, neutral about that. i dont feel hungry too. i've not eaten anything since i woke up and its 1 plus now. its the cramps. i might just go back to sleep after typing. maybe pack my room, install the stuff that needs to be installed, watch 'remember me' and maybe cry a little. haha sounds emo. but i am not. i am too weak to go out anyway.

as i was saying, SCHOOL. i miss school. its fun, you minus the studying, and its fun. even if you factor in the studying, its still fun. because you have friends with you 24/7(:

i think my blog lacks smiley faces. its time to restore the innocence it once had(:

but seriously, i am happy with my life. but i dont know what happened to my writing. it seems to have taken a more somber and serious note. why why why. i like my posts from one year ago better):