can't stop thinking

anyway, today was a super tiring day, i don't know why. i just feel very tired and i feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and not wake up. but there is PW tomorrow. we are going to rehearse at the VS hostel at 11. so got to wake up early pearly.

i really feel so tired despite sleeping for 4 hours? i don't know. i think i am a pig. i keep eating and sleeping. i feel so hungry nowadays. now too. i just ate dinner one hour ago and i am feeling hungry now.

went to taka and mum bought her gown. it is not bad, but i was tired. didn't contribute much during the trip. went to eat chicken rice. my favourite. delicious. i love it. and went home to sleep for 4 hours before waking up for badminton. jogged 8 rounds. wasn't really tired as the previous times. i think i got to get OUT of my comfort zone. i think we have all been improving in terms of stamina but i dread the day when i go to taiwan which is 20 more days from now. because my stamina would drop back to zero and i got to start all over again. so sad. haha.

i think my 2.4 would imporve but i am really lazy and do not have the determination to run fast enough till i am really panting and feel like dying. i suck at really running till i am dead tired.

i am so tired. i don't like being tired. it makes me feel moody.